Hi I'm sorry I don't write very much but I'm in such a bad mental state I was doing so well but all of a sudden I'm starting to see things again and my mom has me doing so many things at once after school is clairnet lessons and then studying and homework and then I clean and eat after that I get 2 hours before bed to do anything I want I'm only 13 but I dont wanna disappoint my mom so I keep on going also im having family issues and I think my ex step dad may be trying to come back into my life after abandoning me , thank u for understanding I love you all so much pls send requests they really do help w motivation
