im not a popstar dont say that shit

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like at that party, i was all over her.
liyahs POV

i wake up at 9:00 am with a peircing headache.
i take some pills and i look out my window to see austins car is gone.
i have interviews from 11 to 6 so i decided to get in the shower. i have an amazing idea to relieve some stress. i slide my small pink vibrator out of my dresser and bring it to the bathroom. i run a hot shower and jump in
🥵(masterbation! skip to the "🥵" if ur uncomfortable.)
i press the button on my vibrator three times to take it to the highest setting. i slowly trail it down my body feeling the vibrations linger on my skin. i deserve this. i need this. i slowly spread my legs as i get closer to what aches the most. i press it on my clit as a swarm of emotions suddenly overwhelming me clouding my mind. i let out a slight moan as the vibrator sends me into a frenzy. my legs are shaking and my back is pressed on my wall. the hot water hitting all my sensitive spots sends me over the edge. i smile and start washing up. 🥵

TIME SKIP

i just got done with another interview and now im on the way to the last one. i start taking hits off my vape and pull into the back parking lot seeing as there was paps in the front. i walk into the large brick building and see a woman at a large desk.

"hello! im liyah here for the interview with james?"
"ah yes ! hello gorgeous! go up the stairs and take a left. first room you see!"
"thank you so much!l" i tell the woman as i start marching up the stairs.

"damn" i whisper as i finally reach the top. i follow the woman's instructions and walk in the room to see a tall white man standing next to the table typing on his phone. "ayo im liyah" i say.
"oh hello! im james. very nice to meet you! sit down please."

❤️we've been recording for about 20 mins with answering simple questions ive heard millions of times before, until james states its time for more personal questions.
"okay bet" i say.
"hows it being a popstar?."
"im not a popstar dont say that shit bro."
"what tribe are you from?" he asks boldly... what the fuck.
"exscuse me??" i say obviously offended.
"you're african right? yall do tribes right? so whats yours?"
i look at the camera and stay silent. he moves his hand to my knee and leans tword me.
"back up please." i start saying slowly leaning back as i nervously chuckle.
"im african american. i dont know anything about my familys history at all, that question was dumb"
he laughed as if i told a funny joke and i stare blankly at him.
he moves his hand to my thigh and says "when was your first time?" and many other questions like this like "what man made you realize sex with girls is better." "have you even been with a real man?" and so on. after every question he would slowly move his hand up. soon the camera man yelled cut and i stood up pulling my skirt down. james come over to me and whispers in my ear "thanks for the amazing interview baby." and leaves the room. i dart out the room to my car. as soon as i sit down i break down into tears. the interview was so embarrassing and uncomfortable for me.

i step into my home  around 6:30 and took a shower scrubbing the hell out of my body until my skin was red and burning. i wanted to get the feeling of his sweaty hands off my thighs. and his scent that seems to be stained to my skin where he pressed his body to mine. i wrap a silk robe around me and sit on my couch, soon i started sobbing. im so embarrassed.

BILLIES POV
me and finneas wrapped up a song we are working. i jump up and sprint to liyahs house hoping she didnt forget about our plans to unpack. im about to knock when i start hearing faint sobs. my heart shatters hearing how sad she sounds. i knock slowly and the door opens fast. a red eyed liyah stands infront of me. "hey hey hey whats wrong baby?" i say dismissing how amazing she looks in her robe. she falls into my arms sobbing.

i pull her into the house and soothe her until she stops crying.
"whats wrong baby?" i whisper
she looks up at me with puffy eyes.
"bil...sex......salt" is all i could make out.
"honey breathe and speak up i can't understand."
she sighs heavily and speaks up....
"billie. i think i was just sexually assaulted."❤️

AN
i was very emotional making this chapter lol.....

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