Fifty Shades na Kulay Gray

Shade #1

Karylle

The night was still young. I looked out of the bedroom window with the duvet covering my body. City lights were still bright at para bang nasa loob kami ngayon ng malaking apple. The feeling na tanaw mo hanggang Sulu, ganon. The penthouse was quiet except sa hilik ng lalaking nasa tabi ko ngayon.

It was a waste not to see his beautiful piercing grey eyes. Yung ganung tipo ng mata ang kayang literal na pumatay ng tao sa isang titigan lang. Pumatay sa kilig. Pagong mode ka?

Mr.Viceral looked less intimidating and less serious pag natutulog sya.

After ng tatlong intense and mind blowing sex he gave me, I was drained and satisfied. Medyo may pagkabangag pa din ako sa realidad na natulog ako kasama si Jose Marie Viceral- the multi billionare who owns Viceral International. My boss.

Alam kong mali toh. He's the famous ladies' man. Nababago nya ang mga bagay sa paligid nya sa isang kurap lang ng chinito nyang mata. Like what the gossip section and his fanpage stated- Jose Marie Viceral doesn't settle down. Ang kumpanya nya ang top sa International Business List at namamaintain nila yun for over a decade, nung ang papa nya pa ang namamahala noon until now. His net worth was more than 5 years of my salary.

Tonight was Viceral International Fiftieth Anniversary and also the recipients first day in Viceral International. At ngayong gabi, ang mata't atensyon ni Mr.Viceral ay nasakin. Until he approached me, taking my breath away at binibigyan nya ko ng makahulugang tingin. At alam nyang ganun din ako sa kanya.

That's how I ended in his bed. His touch sent me tingles on my whole body. When his lips brushed against mine, everything went still at ang naiisip ko lang ay kung gano kabilis tumitibok ang puso ko.

He said he doesn't let any girls sleep or 'make love' in his bed. Sabi nya, maganda daw ako. Sabi nya, kahanga-hanga daw ako pero alam ko lahat ng yun ay SABI LANG. He called out the fake name I gave to him- Kat. Ayoko na rin naman kasing magkaroon ng any connection sa kanya after this except for the fact that he's my boss.

Nang lapitan nya ko, all I could think was danger. Half of me wants to run away and don't want to bump into him at all. Half of me want to grab him and make him mine. I bet half of the woman's population wants it too.

I'm no different from his other escapade. Hindi ko afford na may manakit pa ulit sa puso ko.

This was why I sneak out of his bedroom, taking my clothes and left him.......almost nang bigla nalang may naapakan akong Shades. I think suot nya toh before 'It' happen. Nasira ko but who cares. Umalis na ko. He will never bump into me anymore. Everyone knows he's capable of finding people. So binigay ko sa kanya yung fake kong identity, knowing its just a mind-blowing sex and nothing else. Oo, nagttrabaho ako for him, creating software and design applications, but I'm just a normal person working far from him.

Wala na rin akong chance na makabungguan sya. Kahit tumapak sa penthouse na toh, wala na.

As I walked out from the building, I feel my heart was going to burst anytime. Pano ko ba matatakasan toh? Sobrang intense. Siguro dahil sya si Jose Marie Viceral. Disappointment washed through me. Parang umaasa na magigising sya at hahabulin ako.

All I could think of was Mr.Viceral.