The Collapsing One

Chapter 22

Did It To Myself

Trigger warning

Pain
PTSD
Blood themes
Gore themes
Assault

Zip-
A black pack set into front of Jungkook, his speed quick. His wounds ached in pain, but he didn't care, he knew one thing, one rash, painful thing, and that was

He had to run.
His mind thought of Sooahs words, which for most would make them seek refuge and go back but for Jungkook, it only made him want to run more.
He hated the idea of Taehyung giving up everything for him, his life, everything..:and for Jungkook he didn't think he was worth it, he was worth being love, especially loved like that

Once he finished packing his backpack he went to the window in the white room, he opened it quickly being quiet as he did so. Once he made it outside, he ran for it.
He ran and ran, until he got far enough away he felt safe. He took a few breaths, wiping the sweat on his forehead. He began to walk now, with no direction, no place to go, he walked.

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"Jungkook! I've brought breakfast!" Sooah spoke happily as she went into Jungkooks room "why are you so quiet?" She asked, that's when her eyes widened.

An empty bed, and one open window.
"N-no- nonono! Dammit Jungkook!" She spoke angrily "Damnit- damnit!" She yelled Hoseok walking in "what? What?" He asked heating her yells "It's...it's Jungkook....He left" she sighed "Want me to look for him?" He asked "no, if Tarhyung or his men see you it's death on site" she sighed tears filling her eyes

"why...." she spoke "why Jungkook...why..."

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Jungkook sighed as he sipped on some tea, he was in a cafe, a black cap and mask hiding him from anyone who could recognize him. The news played in the back, the sounds of Jungkooks name filled his ears causing him to look up.

"Kim Jungkook is missing, said to have left a few days ago, and hasn't been found since" the man spoke "Taehyung went to...the police?" Jungkook asked "Yep, dude was super serious on finding that Jungkook guy" a man spoke "Since the guy left Taehyungs been desperate, the head mafia, going to the police" he spoke "puts a lot of weakness in his build since police and mafia guilds don't get along, but a Taehyung found a way" the guy spoke even more. Jungkook just nodded staying silent

"I just hope he finds him...Taehyung seems to be losing it here recently and is about to snap" he spoke "You sure seem to know a lot about him" Jungkook spoke making his voice deep "I just keep up with current events, and this is it...I also am that kind of reporter that....knows everything somehow" he laughed. Jungkook gulped standing up "I need to go" he spoke "buddy- cmon, don't let the doom and gloom get to ya!" He spoke happily "I'm...not...just tired and need to go" Jungkook spoke "well alrighty then, keep your eyes out for anything" he spoke, watching as Jungkook left.

"Found him sir" the man smirked "right where you wanted him"

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Jungkook looked down at the ground, he couldn't look at anyone, he had to hide. His mind was racing with thoughts, and a lot of pent up guilt, words and phrases repeating like a broken record.