it was an normal casual day, Yoongi was sleeping hugging..Y/N. After he woke up he felt how cold you're body was. His expression was worried, but he quietly went into the Bathroom, taking a shower brushin his teeth, and other things. He went downstairs, finding you cooking breakfast. He backhugged you, which made you smile.
"Why are you so cold?" He asked you, with an very calm voice to not make you upset
"Not important" You answered with an cracked voice, which made him even more worried.
After breakfast........
You and him was watching TV, he then broke the silence between you two "Wanna go to the Park today, like the o-old times, you know?" You smiled weakly, nodding. He jumped up with an Gummy smile forming his Face
"I missed that smile of yours" you tought....
----AT THE PARK----
You were sitting on an Bench, him writing something in his Notebook
"Writing lyrics again, huh?" You said, he smiled "Yes, i'll never stop composing Songs for you!" YOu smiled widely
"Yoongi, look, why are the people looking at us like that?" You said, acting confused. "They probably just recognise me as the Member of BTS's SUGA" Then you just nodded.
After awhile you was starting to get bored, a evil idea popped up in your mind, you took his Notebook running away, while laughing he ran after you, after some minutes he already gave up, sitting down on the grass, laying down.
"Already out of breath? Hmph, old Grandpa!" you giggled, running over to him, falling in his Arms. "I want our old Times back, where we cuddled all day, going to the Studio, having Practice with you and the other Memebers, going to eat ice cream everyday, writing lyrics with you and so many other things we did" you was listening to him, burrying your face into his chest, his eyes leaving a tear, he closed his eyes smiling weakly, closing his eyes...
After you were at Home again..
"It's late already, i'll go to bed now!" Yoongi said, You nodded, beacuse you was reading the Newspaper.
An hour later........
You went upstairs in your shared bedroom, seeing him sleep like kitty, you walked up infront of him "It isn't like the old times anymore, my little kitten, i'm so sorry, little kitten" you whispered a tear dropping.
In the Morning (sorry for all these skips lol)
Yoongi woke up, looking behind him, not seeing you, his little smile completely dropped into an teary face, he looks trough the whole house, finding nothing..Tears started falling from his eyes, into an complete waterfall...
He went into the Bathroom, he looks into the Mirror with red puffy eyes.
"Why were you crying?" You asked him tapping his Shoulder. He turned around hugging you tighter then tight. "I tought you l-left!" he said with an cracking voice.. "I will not leave, if you don't want me to" you said "Get yourself ready breakfast is ready!" After you said that, after you dissapeared from his sight
_After breakfast_
"Will you come with me to practice with the boys today" he said with an overexcited Voice "I will" You said smiling, he jumped like an little kid being excited. You laughed at his cute action. After he was done you went outside, stepping into the Car, starting to drive. When you arrive you got out of the Car, walking in. When you was infront of the Room..He said "I'm scared to go in there.." "Why?" you asked him, being nervous, because he didn't find out yet. "It's gonna be fien!" You said tapping his shoulder, he nods, smiling proudly..Then jin came seeing him, he tought "What is that boy doing? Talking to himself? WAIT!! who's that girl infront og'f him?" He came to them/him when he was standing infront of Yoongi, he asked "Who was that Girl infront of you just right now?" he was glaring at Yoongi, Yoongi stod there frozen, saying nothing, which made Jin fustrated and he just went inside, he closead the door infront of his face.."You are strong Yoongi, go in, and just do it!" he nodded and went in. When he was inside everyones eyes went him. "Who were you talking to some Minutes ago?" Jin said, angry "Already moved on huh?" Jungkook said, with anger in his Voice, clearly to hear. "I was talking to Y/N, what the hell?!" Yoongi said, mad "Yoongi, you need to get over it, she is dead, please, you neeed to get over it Yoongi..." Taehyung said worriedly. Yoongi laughed, tears streaming like and waterfall, sitting down on the floor, hugging his knees. "SHE'S STILL THERE..." he said ... while crying, and laughing like a psycho.. Taehuyng went to him, kneeling down "Look Yoongi, i know this was hard, but you need to get over it once" he said with an cracking voice, because it was hard for him too
FLASHBACK
You and Yoongi were at the Park laughing together, and humming to the lyrics Yoongi writ..
"I lov-" He wanted to finsih his sentence, when he started to breath heavy, before you was able to do any reaction, he passed out, you screamed "YOONGI!!"
AT THE HOSPITAL
"Doctor, please help him, please" you was begging him "We will try, my dear, i can not prmoise that he will survive!" He said patting patting your Shoulder, smiling.
After some hours the others were there too, crying their hearts out.
The doctor came out. "We need a donor, for his heart.." You immediately stood up saying : " I will do it!" He smiled warmly, nodding and saying "Good, but we will need to do some tests first." Everyones eyes were at Y/N, crying more. "Are you crazy!?" Jungkook running to you, shaking you. You just smile weakly "It's for him, i'll be in his/my heart." "Sunshine, please don't do that, please!" He was crying harder, everyone trying to convince you, that you shouldn't do that..But you still didn't get convinced.
BACK TO PRESENT
"I-" he was crying so hard, running out of the Practice room, driving to the place, where your grave is.
He was infront of your Gravestone "Why Y/N why did you do this all? huh?" he said crying all the tears he had "It's the first time you are visiting me here.." you said sitting next to him "Yes, beacuse i didn't wanna believe that you actually was dead.." you smiled "I think it's time for me to go back up to my Parents and Grandparents, you willd do this, i'll always be there" You point to his heart. he was crying, still nodding. "If you need me, call me anytime, it's time to go now Yoongi, Goodbye, i love you, never forget me, be happy and find someone else and find someone else like me!" he nods, still crying, you dissapeared.
THE END!!!
(I cried doing this lol, hope you enjoyed)
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Yoongi ff (Oneshot) She's still there..
قصص الهواةYoongi still didn't come over your dead, but once something happend, he had problems with his heart, you was the donor. He tought you was still there...
