No Love :The Sequel (Completed)

Chapter Seven-Ignorin My Heart

12 Carats On My Finger, Two Men And One Heart

And I Just Don't Even Know What I Want Anymore 

I Use To Want Only August,But Than Chase Made Me Fall In Love With Him So I Wanted Him, After That All That The One Whom I Will Forever Love Came Back In My Life And I Thought I Wanted That But Now I Got Ring And I Kinda Want That Marriage I Always Wanted Now

I Love August But Everybody Been In My Ear Tellin Me How He Won't Change And How He Gon Hurt Me Again And I Don't Wanna Be Hurt Anymore

Saying Yes To Chase Proposal Was The Safe Thing To Do

But Who The Fuck Ever Said That Love True Love Is Safe

Im Thinking With My Mind And Ignoring My Heart

And The One Nigga Who I Really Love I Just Hurt Him In The Worst Way

And Regardless Of The Shit He Did To Me When We Was Together I Never Wanted Him Or Anyone To Hurt Like I Was Hurt

Now Because Of The Choice I Made..Had August All The Way On Ten

Its Only Been A Whole Week Since I Last Saw And I Been Hearing Stories About How He Been Getting Drunk Every Night Showin His Ass And Fighting And Just All Type Of Crazy Shit

He Was Hurt And He Was Lashing Out

It Was About 2:30 In The Morning And August Brother Called Me And Told Me "This Nigga Been Trippin Just Come Have A Conversation With Him..He Ain't Gon Stop Until You Do"

So Of Course I Got Out The Bed And Drove Over To August House

I Got There And His Brother Immediately Pointed Me To The Bathroom

I Walked To The Bathroom And Knocked On The Door

"Who The Fuck Is It! " He Yelled

"Its Me" I Said Softly

And He Unlocked The Door

He Was Standing In The Bathroom With His Polo Draws On And No Shirt On

I Can Tell By His Eyes That He Was Drunk And High

For A Moment I Just Stood There Staring At Him

Until Finally I Closed The Door And Locked It

And With My Eyes I Said "Are You Okay"

And With His Eyes He Told Me "You Know Im Not Okay"

I Opened My Mouth And Said "August"

"I Know I Did Shit That Hurt You…But Damn You Really Took Shit To Another Level" He Said

"I Didn't Say Yes To Hurt..August I Didn't Want To Make You Hurt" I Said

"Yes You Did.. And You Succeeded..Cause Im So Fuckin Hurt Jordyn.." He Said

I Took A Step Closer And Wrapped My Arms Around Him And Said "I Don't Want  You To Be..And Please Believe Me When I Tell You That Im Sorry..Maybe Its Just Not Meant To Be With You And Me Because Shit Nevers Work Out For Us" I Said

"You Gave Up On Us Once And Now You Giving Up On Us Again" He Asked

"Im Not Giving Up..Im Letting Go…Im Finally Letting Go..And You..You Gotta Let Go Too So That I Can Be Happy..So You Can Find Someone To Make You Happy" I Stated

"Be Happy With Me" He Asked

"I Tried To Be…It Just Doesn't Work No More August…I Have To Move On With My Life And You Have To Do The Same" I Said