My Bully, My Lover [hiatus]

Part 24

Chloe's POV

I am nervous.

I am just meeting with my boyfriend but I'm nervous.

"Mom, can I go to the park?" I asked when I went downstairs finding her and David cooking.

"Yes, honey. But don't be late." She said sternly.

"Yes mom. Bye mom, bye David." I bid goodbye and they waved and I went out of the house.

It was a cold night, I'm wearing my black coat and shirt and a pair of jeans. Walking in the streets of Oklahoma, no biggie.

While walking, I can see the park with some open dim lights and I saw a person sitting on a bench.

Fuck. This is it.

"Greyson." I called his name and he froze.

"Chloe." He said, not calling me baby or babe. If you listen closely you can hear my heart shattering into pieces.

"Can I sit beside you?" I asked, not wanting to be rude.

"Go ahead." He said coldly.

"Have you been waiting long?" I asked, seems like he's been out here forever.

"No, I just arrived a little earlier." He said and sighed. "You hurt me."

"I know Greyson please let me--"

"You know that I was there and you could've picked me but you didn't... you chose to be with him." He said, his voice croaking.

"I know. I fucked up big time." I said, sincerely sorry. "Please Greyson, forgive me. I'm sorry."

"Do you realize how much pain is that? Your own girlfriend just totally abandoned you or whatsoever to a guy she just met? Wow, breaking news right there."

I am about to cry, knowing this isn't easy.

"And I wonder, what is the reason, why did you chose him? That's the question. Why?"

"I--"

"It seems like you and him are like long-lost bestfriends and they finally met each other again and hang out, not thinking of who can be hurt just staying natural here, not minding my boyftiend who I know is getting jealous now, or do I know? Or maybe he's not. I'm sure he'll understa--"

"Please Greyson, shut up and listen to me!" I shouted, crying. And he instantly stopped.

"See? That's the pain right there." He said, voice wavering. "Just tell me the reason why you chose him over me."

"I-I... I don't know! He talked to me and he seems like a cool guy and I talked back to him because it's rude if you ignore somebody and--"

"Cool guy? Ha. You and your wonderous brain. And don't give me a lecture. I'm not a kid."

"Don't interrupt! I am not finished." I said and sighed. "I think I just got carried away, I really liked his company and..."

"And what?" He spat.

"And...."

"Just say it, goddammit."

"And forgot about how would you feel because Brooklyn and I are just friends." I whispered, praying he didn't heard. But it's impossible. It's bloody quiet in here.

"You.. forgot about me? About what I can feel or say?" He laughed. "Well, that's fucking awesome!"

"Greyson, I'm really sorry, I know I really did something so unforgivable but please I know you still love me and please forgive me, Greyson, please." I cried in front of him, holding his shirt.

"Don't touch me!" He shouted. "I thought I can forgive you today because I myself can't sleep a night without saying sorry too but you made it worse! Fuck. Go home!" He started to walk away but I ran to him.

"No! Don't leave me. Please!" I hugged him but he wiggled my weak arms and left me there, crying. "I'm sorry!" I shouted with all my might. "I'm really really sorry!"

He continued on walking until he's becoming smaller and smaller, until I can only see the moon and the dim lights, with nothing but silence.

I failed. Atleast he didn't broke up with me but I failed.

I failed.

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Greyson's POV

Fuck Brooklyn! He deserves to die! Because of him my life is being shit all over again!

I felt bad for leaving her there but I can't take it. I blew up and said those things to her.. even left her in the road, crying.

Fuck, I'm so horrible. I'm so horrible!

"So how was it?" Alexa asked me as I went into my room.

"Don't talk to me." I said through the pillows.

Alexa sighed. "Baby brother, I can help you."

"No you can't. Please Alexa, get out and I just want to be alone for now." I said.

"Okay, knock if you need anything. Remember, your family is always with you." She said and kissed my hair and went out.

The memories flashed back to when Brooklyn came and shit happened. Thinking of it, I started crying. Again.

I wonder if she got home safely? Oh god, if she didn't I'll be responsible for her. Fuck.

I jumped out of my bed without thinking and ran outside.

"Greyson! Where are you going?!" Mom asked and I ignored her and ran to the park.

Cold. It's cold outside. But I didn't bother. All I need is to see her. Then it started to rain. Big drops of water came out and showered us.

I ran and ran until I reached the park. It was too dark and I can't see shit, but when I heard crying, I followed the sound and saw her leaning on a tree, hugging herself.

"Baby," I whispered. "Fuck, baby, I'm so sorry." I picked her up and she hugged me real tight.

"I-I'm so sorry, Greyson! It hurts so much seeing you like that, I never want to see you like that ever again!" She cried and cried.

"Shh, stop crying baby. I forgive you." I hushed her and the rain started to get louder. "Let's get you out of here."

I picked her up and I walked back to her house.

As we reached the destination, I saw her mom outside, walking back and forth.

"Greyson! Thank goodness gracious! I thought my daughter wouldn't be back." She sighed in relief. "Come inside! You are both wet!"

We went inside and I walked upstairs, and straight to her room.

"I'll put out some clothes for you too young man." A voice said and I turned around and saw a man. Chloe's dad?

"Um, hi." I said. "Are you her dad?"

"No." He chuckled. "I'm just a friend of her mother."

"Oh, well thanks for the clothes." I said.

"No biggie." He went out and I immediately put her in the tub and slowly started to take off her clothes. She didn't gave a shit on what I saw. All I want is for her to be comfortable.

When I finished washing her, I dressed her up and laid her in her bed. I showered and changed clothes.

"Are you comfortable?" I asked as I went out of the bathroom. She was sitting and her eyes are puffy red.

"Yes. Thank you." She said, her voice is cracked, but still she put out a smile.

"You're welcome." I said and jumped into bed with her. "I'm so sorry." I whispered to her and tucked her hair behind her ear.

"No, I'm sorry. I should have knew that from the start." She said. "I love you so much, Greyson."

"I love you." I said and kissed her. Feels like we haven't kissed for ages, we used these lips of ours to yell at each other, but now we used it as we both wanted.