Tommyinnit angst ones shots

Envy

I hid behind a tree and poked my head out to stare at tubbo from a distance. I haven't brought myself to talk to tubbo and Ranboo since Michel was born I feel envy when I just look at the duo it hurts to know I've been replaced without a second thought from tubbo, my breathe becomes uneven the longer i observe the duo I can't help but feel like I've been given a cold slap to the face

tubbo doesn't need me after everything we've been through he just drops me like I'm nothing and Ranboo ... I know it's wrong to feel this way, but I just want to kill Ranboo or hurt him just something to show him my anger towards him I mean can you blame me I didn't snitch on him and took the full sentence to exile I could of told on him and I wouldn't have been in exile as long but I didn't. and he repays me by stealing my best friend I have no one on this server

My legs give in and I collapse to the ground I cuff my hands into my face as water collected under my eyelids. I suddenly felt a feeling of discomfort as tears fell from my eyes this thick wall of emotions I've built over a small period has finally ruptured letting a over flow of emotions to leak . a small cry turns to a sob and a sob turns to a breakdown

I feel a pair of hands nudge my shoulder I flinch and the touch.I look up and to my surprise I see philza my father

"Are you ok mate" my dad said softly
I smiled and said

"Yes"

My dad then lead his hand towards me to help me up I gratefully grabbed hold of his rough hand and Hoisted my self off the ground
Me and dad walked in comfortable silence before parting ways
I'm guessing dad was heading to my brothers cold but yet welcoming home
Me on the other hand is head to my dirt "home" at this point it's more of a hut then a home as I'm barely in it and when I am i don't feel Very safe
I walk into my hut and jump into my red and white bed to soon fall into a peaceful slumber