Are u sure u love me (Book 3)

Chapter 15

K MICHELLE POV

so im at momma sheila I took a couple days off from touring I needed to clear my head today I had to get a restraining order against tony I cant take this shit no more expeaclly since my kids were in danger now I have bodyguards driving me and following everywhere I go they pick the kids up and drop off to school I even have one stay at school with them plus I have two in momma sheila house just in case mama Shelia was in the kitchen cooking breakfast

Shelia : hey sweetie how u hold up

Kmichelle : im holding up ok im still scared I don't even wanna go back to that house

Shelia : and u dont have to u can stay right here

Kmichelle : I know but I think im just gonna buy a new house once I find one ill be outta here

Shelia : ok baby but no rush and dont stress ur self out about this kimberly

Kmichelle : (crying ) I know but I just cant I almost got my babies killed and that keeps rushing through my mind like what if august didn't show or erin even u

Shelia : sweetie now u see thats god he got u

Kmichelle : I know and I thank God for that but gods know im mess I just cant get my stuff together

Shelia : girl I know but u have two beautiful kids who love u and their gonna look up to u one day their ur reason ur getting through this trust don't give up u got this u gonna get through this u got through everything else

Kmichelle : yeah I did got trough everything else

Shelia : u know I think what ur problem is I know August is my son but I think ur life is complete but its not complete with ur first love

Kmichelle : maybe ur right cuz it seems like every time I get in trouble or need someone august is always there

Shelia : I know but u go upstairs take a rest and think about it

Kmichelle : ok thanks mamma Shelia ur always there for me

Shelia : no Problem baby thats what mothers are for

I went upstairs to think maybe mama Shelia is right maybe my life is not complete without august but how do I mange to love him expeaclly with all the pain he caused me in life but I still love him I crawled up in a ball on the bed and played some keyshia cole I remember

Ohhh....
Remember...
Ohhh, I remember...
I wanna know...

[Verse 1:]
Where were you when I said I loved you?
And where were you when I cried at night?
Waiting up, couldn't sleep without you.
Thinking of all the times we shared.

[Chorus:]
I remember when my heart broke.
I remember when I gave up loving you.
My heart couldn't take no more of you.
I was sad and lonely.
I remember when I walked out.
I remember when I screamed I hated you.
But somehow deep inside I'm still loving you.
I'm sad and lonely.

[Verse 2:]
No one knew all the pain I went through.
All the love I saved deep in my heart for you.
Didn't know where I would go, where I would be.
But you made me leave.
And plus my heart it just,it kept telling me so.

[Chorus:]
I remember when my heart broke.
I remember when I gave up loving you.
My heart couldn't take no more of you.
I was sad and lonely.
I remember when I walked out.
I remember when I screamed I hated you.
But somehow deep inside I'm still loving you.
So sad and lonely.

[Bridge:]
There was nowhere else to go, oh.
Nobody else to turn to, no.
For the rest of my life, I promised myself I will love me first genuinely.

[Chorus:]
I remember when my heart broke.
I remember when I gave up loving you.
My heart couldn't take no more of you.
I was sad and lonely.
I remember when I walked out.
I remember when I said I hated you.
But somehow deep inside I'm still loving you.
Sad and lonely.

I remember when I walked out.
I remember when I gave up loving you.
My heart couldn't take no more of you.
So sad and lonely, hey.
I remember when I stormed out.
I remember when I gave up loving you.
I was sad and lonely

NICKI POV

I was coming back from dropping off the kids at my moms house me and august need to talk im tired of this bullshit I was heading upstairs when I heard moaning and groaning from our bedroom I swear it better be august jacking off o I swear I bust into the room to see some bitch on top of august they quickly stopped and the girl grabbed her clothes and was getting ready to go out the door til I grabbed her by her hair I started beating her ass august fianlly got me off her then I started beating his ass but he fianlly got me calmed down

Nicki : FUCK U AUGUST U WANNA BE FUCKING SOME BITCH IN OUR BED AUGUST

.......

NICKI : WHAT NO WORDS AUGUST WELL MAYBE THIS WILL MAKE U TALK IVE BEEN FUCKING MEEK MILL AND GUESS WHAT THIS BABY OR ANTHONY IS NOT URS AND AVA MIGHT NOT BE EITHER AND ANTHONY AUGUST ALSINA IS NOT EVEN HIS REAL NAME ITS NOT ON THE BIRTH CERTIFICATE

The room was slient next thing I know August was choking the hell out of me after a couple of min he let me

August : NICKI GET THE FUCK OUT AND I WANT A DNA TEST ON AVA

I said fine and left but got pulled back by august

August : AND GIVE ME MY FUCKING RING AND BY THE TIME I GET BACK I WANT U AND UR SHIT OUT OF MY HOUSE

And with that he left and I packed my shit and my kids shit and left

AUGUST POV

I can't believe this bitch did this to me I loved her I put a ring on this bitch finger and those kids aint even mine and ava probably not mines either who knows now I need to have a talk with meek well maybe a talk ill probably just beat his ass who knows but how can that nigga sit in my face knowing he fucking my wife fake ass nigga mayne I swear

YASS I KNOW YALL HAPPY YALL KNOW NICKI SERCERT NOW