"Baby, what's happened,why are you crying!?" Drea asked first thing when she entered my apartment.
At this point I was on my floor shaking and crying feeling more lost than ever
"I try Drea, I really do but I fail" I replied with a trembling voice and tears rolling down my cheecks
"oh babyy" Drea said while holding me in her arms and helping me get up onto my bed
We sat on my bed, Dreas arms around me for about 5 minutes until she asked me to explain what caused me this little attack
I sat up and took a deep breath will wiping my eyes with my sleve
"So..." I began explaining still shaking but begining to calm down "I spent the night at peep's last night as I usually do and then I left around 4am, I'm not sure why but I got this random wave of sadness. Then today he comes to my door and asks why I left so early and stuff like that but I was so pissed and sad at the time so I told him to go " I explained
I feel like an asshole but I bet he doesn't give a shut, it probably didn't effect him at all, he's probably fucking some other bitch rn anyways
"Do you think you love him?"
"That's an odd question" I said
"Do you?"
"Drea, I.. "
"Yes or no ?"
"possibly, well yes, yes I do" I said and then burst into tears yet again "but he doesn't love me, I know it, all I am to him is a little toy."
"Did he say that? No, you are assuming, and that's why you need to ask him or talk to him or something"
"I guess so"
"come on, give me the remote, I'll order something and I can stay the night, okay?"
"of course, why not" maybe this will take my mind of him, who knows I thought to myself
The food came and we watched mean girls for some nostalgia, Drea fell asleep around 4am and here I am up at 6 still questioning if what I did earlier on today was the right thing
Out of Impulse I gave him a text
𝙂𝙪𝙨
𝙈𝙚
Hey, I'm sorry for being so
rude when you came round
earlier :/
𝙂𝙪𝙨
It's all good, you coming
round anytime soon baby?
𝙈𝙚
Drea's over rn, 7pm good?
𝙂𝙪𝙨
So long :( but I'll wait ;)
I don't know why I did that, honestly I have no idea but it's the way I am, fucking dumb!
"That was a good lil sleep I had there haha" Drea suddenly said
"Oh you're up, good to know I was starting to miss you"
"I imagined, cause you know I'm so interesting and entertaining right, who can live without me" she said and we both started laughing
"right, roll me a blunt" Drea demanded in a laughing manner
"you demanding cow!" I giggled as I jamp on her
Laughter finally filled my room and it felt good
When we finally got our shit together Drea rolled for the both of us and we decided to just vibe with some music in the background, it was all a great vibe.
"Drea? " I asked
"Karien? " she replied
"Have yoy ever blew up a balloon?" I asked (fuck knows why)
"Of course I have you weirdo!"
"same" i giggled
She gave me a dirty look as i kicked her of my bed
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