listen to the silence (thranduil fanfiction)

chapter 1 : her feelings , not mine ...

Ive lived in mirkwood all of my life which is about 1500 years ,

my mother rised me kindly and humbly, she used to be legolas's nany but after he had grown up she started to work at the kitchen .

my father on the other hand used to work at the ellven guard but ....well he died at the battle on the dragon and this is the reason that my mother named me namaarie it means farewell in elven

she let him go and with that embraced me to her heart and led me fill in the empty space that he left behind the thing that hurt me the most with his death is that

he will never meet me

and i will never meet him

.

tauriel is my best friend here ,

my only friend

she is diffrent than any other girl that ive ever met , she loves to fight for her land for her friends for her nation

and

mostly

for her king .

tauriel had a crush on him since forever even though its frobidden to do so ,

she told only me her dirty little secret and I kept it and hided it from the kingdom

kili's death trau..the king comforted her and had given her some freedom from war and death

or basicly as I might say he let her stay in bed for two weeks or so

she never told me if the feelings for kili were real or not , but ill guess i will never get around this question it is too hursh to ask such question like this and doubt at her actions

I went to her room while noticing that the door was slightly open ive peeked on the inside and seen him there

talking to her , smiling and the sadness that came from his eyes dipped the floor and the walls with blue emotions that I wished for no one , ive never seen him like that before , even with legolas he was quiet hursh and stone hearted

all of a sudden I saw legolas at the hall

oh no he is coming over here

-hi namaarie , is tauriel in her room ?
-yes dear but she is currently resting do you want me to send her a messege ?
-nam what are you hiding from me ?
-nothing , nothing at all !
look ....after kili's death her heart has been broken and seeing you might be not so good for her
-and why is that ?
-because legolas ...she knows
-did you told her when ive asked you not to ??!

he said nearly yelling at me
-no legolas is didnt tol....

the door fliped open from tauriel's room
-what are you two yelling about ? cant you see that shes resting and need some silence at the moment ?!
-I am so sorry my lord I didnt ment to interopet please forgive my behavior
-she needs to rest haa nam...
-legolas wait ...

he was disapointed from me

he's best friend

I disapointed him
-why were you here

his voice spoke behind me and ive turnd my head back to him

almost whispring my unimportant answer
-after all she is my best friend my lord
-go back to your room , she needs to rest... he walked twards the throne room
-my lord ..may i ask you a personal question ?
-it depends... well ask than
-do you have feelings for my friend ?

he gigled as my question filled the halls of the kingdom and left a silence of wonder
-and why would I do that ?
-ive seen the way you look at her
how yo embrace the love yet pain that she gives you
but you know what my lord
I am so sorry for this foolish question I shouldnt never ever asked that and all that I can offer you is me begging for your forgiveness !!
-go to your room namaarie
-I will my king

he than walked back to his throne room and just he was about to enter he said
-namarrie
-yes my king ?
-sleep well
-you too my king