listen to the silence (thranduil fanfiction)

chapter 7 : dinner and kili

 when I was younger,

I used to live with wishes to be a princess of the kingdom, that I would be able to treat anyone the way I want to, with not having to apolagize with every step I take . 

with having the posibility to wear beautiful dresses , not like the normal ones that we ellethes usually get 

I went towards tauriel's room 

I realy do miss her 

and I dont care for her actions

....just want her back 

-psssssst 

-w-who is there ? 

-come here 

this creature ...iv'e seen it before but I just can't put my finger on it 

-who are you and what do you want ?(!) 

-Im a drwaf and my name is kili we got cought up at the forest outside and then sented to the dungoens by the elven king , the the guardians didnt saw me therefore Im not locked up 

-in we ....what exactly do you mean ? 

-Im here with another 12 dwarves , listen I did not came here to do a small talk 

we dont have much time left , Im afraid that tauriel is in danger 

-w-what do you mean danger ? I swear by oropher the great that If you are lying to me I will kill you !! 

-you do understand that you just swore by my father's name  

ohhh no 

I twisted my head and saw the worst

the king 

did he saw the ..dwarf ? he will kill me if he did 

ohh no why didnt I handed him over at first glance ?!! thats it im dead, gone, done. 

-with whom you spoke with ? 

-umm..some maid 
I could tell that he didnt believe me , his eyes became much sharper

-and what the maid wanted exactly ? 

-s-she asked ...w-well , she asked about her child he had some difficulties lately with the other kids 

I CAN NOT belive that I just lied to the king 

and for what 

a dwarf ?! 

well than ..for tauriel 

-my king ..

-yes namaarie

-have you heard from tauriel yet ? 

-Im afraid not ..... 

you know I-I think that she is gone but still 

-some part of you think that she is there somewhere fighting for herself 

he smiled a sad smile 

he did looked very sad and a little bit too sad  

there was silence 

I guess we both got remembered at her memory 

but then all of a sudden my actions from earlier lighted up in my head

-my lord , I am begging for you forgiveness I did not had any intentions of useing your ada's name for badly 

-I will forgive you in one condition 

he said with a cunning smie that made my voices in my head get suspicious

-ohh please i'll do anything !!

-will you join me to dinner ? 

-m-me? b-but why ? 

-you see namaarie after your little chat with legolas he went to a search after tauriel therefore im here all alone 

and I dont realy like to eat without company

so..will you join me ?