melancholy dreams (Preview)

Fragments of puzzle pieces

I'm an one thousand piece puzzle.
I'm not easy like some people, in fact I'm complex and complicated.
I may be a pretty face and a perfect body
But I'm sensitive.
I cry when im angry
I break down when I'm stressed
sometimes i feel irrational for no reason at all
I get random panic attacks over the smallest things
And I'm easily embarrassed.
Yes I'm pretty, im smart, I'm talented
However, I'm not going to be as smooth as you may like.
Maybe you like the parts of me that fit easily into the puzzle.
It's not the whole puzzle you find flattering,
It's the pieces of the puzzle that you enjoy, because you're afraid of the bigger picture.