Complex Emotions

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Everytime I opened my eyes,

I see nothing except emptiness...

I drown into the sea of worries and sorrows...

My lips are trembling, my hands are shaking.

Trying my best to muster the courage...

To let those words escape from my mouth.

I feel that my legs are chained to the ground,

Pulled by heavy metal chain.

Those looks that I received from people...

Pierce sharply through my shattering soul. 

As if they're the judges,

Who're ready to give their  judgements (punishments).

Those encourage words, those supporting words,

It.. hurt me more, push me deeper into Abyss of Darkness.

That's why, for the time being,

Let me sleep...

Let me forget about this world...

Let me... heal my broken self

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