Hey love, am not going great at all, i have messed up a lot, thinking i have found you, i have been broken several times, broken others, but i have the most damages, i have suffered a lot, i really don't know you but really have to see you, i now take love as a torture, it has taught me to be independent, cautious, to be focused on myself, lack of trust and many more.. I also learnt its all about me. Right now i have given up on love but i don't know about it after i meet you. Am not going to look for you anymore. Once you spot me, make a move prove your love, but to be sincere i wont give in easily, but i promise i love you so much but it is what it is, am a mess. I really don't want you to come soon since i have to work on myself and correct my old me..
YOU DESERVE ME I MUST SAY BUT WAIT UNTIL AM BETTER, I DON'T WANT TO HURT YOU BECAUSE OF MY DIRTY PAST
