I'm in love with my professor

Chapter 7

Lucas pov .

Im her in Jean house .. Kailangan ko ng ipaalam Nmang nangyari at magiging desisyon ko . Alam kong masasaktan ko sya sa magiging desisyon ko ,pero i want to do the right thing .

We talking to each other , naghahanap pa ako ng tyempo na masabi ko sa kanya ang totoo .

Im afraid that im gonna hurt her .. But what can i do? .. i know that even i keep this she gonna found out the truth ,so thats better that i tell her now ..

Babe, i have something important to tell you - panimola ko .. kinakabahan talaga ako .. Shes happy right now and i donf want to ruin it .. but ..i need to .

What is it babe ?, parang ang seryoso ata ng sasabhin mo sakin ah - natatawang wika nito .

Dont smile Jean .. Baka d ko pa masabi sayo e.

Ahmm .. lets break up - diretsahang sabi ko sa kanya ..

And nakita ko ang pag iba ng expression ng mukha nya .. nagtatakang , na nasasaktan .

Are you joking right now ,babe ? You know that its not a good joke - naiilang nyang ngiti sakin sabay sabi nito .

Huminga muna ako ng malalim ..

Im sorry ,but im serious right now ,jean - sabi ko rito .. kahit naman ako hind ko gusto ang ginagawa kong ito .Sinasaktan ko ang babaeng mahal ko .

B-but why ? Ok naman tayo kanina dba? Bat agaran naman .. just tell thats a prank .. where's the camera babe ..- tanong nito sabay hanap . Pero kita mo sa mukha nya na pinipigilan nyang lumuha .

Jean . Im sorry - salitang lumabas lang sa bibig ko .

Napaupo nalang sya .. tahimik lang syang nakatitig sakin .

Then after that .. I saw her .crying ..

Ang sakit lang na makita mo ang taong mahal mo na umiiyak .. I want to hug her tight .. Gusto kong ibalik ang oras pata matama ko ang maling nagawa ko .. But i cant .

Im really really sorry jean - paulit ulit kong wika rito .

Lalapitan ko na sana sya para yakapin ..

Stay away from me .. - umiiyak pang sabi nito .

Ang sakit parang dinudurog ang puso ko .. D ko manlang sya mayakap ng mahigpit ..

Why ? Bakit ? May nagawa ba akong mali ha ? May kulang ba sakin ? Tell me ..! Babaguhin ko - umiiyak na wika nito .

Walang kang nagawang kasalanan jean .. Wala kang pagkukulang , ako ako ang may mali babe ..im sorry - nasasaktan kong wika rito .

What is it ? - tanong nito

  I sleep with someone and shes pregnant  and i want to take responsibility .. - wika ki rito .

You damn liar .. Sabi mo you nver betray me .. you love me and you dont leave me .. but what now ? All of your promise ,where is it now ?- sigaw nito .

Im sorry .- wika ko rito .

Who she is ? Are you sure that your a father of her child?- tabong nito .

Shes one of my student ..and im sure that i am the father because im her first .- sagot ko rito

What ? Shes your student ? What are you thinking Lucas ? Shes your student but why did you do that ? You ruin her life - sigaw nito .