SOULMATE 2| YOONJIN (COMPLETE)

Chapter 1 - Your Terrify

1 year later...

At Bedroom

Jungkook is sleeping with his parents since he is being so clingy to Jin today and apart from that, he whines to follow him to the company. Jin has no choice to bring him along. Now, Jin put him into sleep while Yoongi is beside him while Jungkook at the center

After Jin confirms that Jungkook is asleep, he starts to have a conversation with his husband, and at the same time, he is playing with Jungkook's hair and smile when he remembers the incident at the company.

Jin: You know what?

Yoongi change his head to look at Jin

Yoongi: Uhm?

Jin: He is so happy playing with the other staffs' kids

Yoongi: Oh really?

Jin: Yeah... and.. he almost cries when we are about to leave the baby.

Yoongi only smiled and he knows what Jin means

Jin: He will become a good brother if we have one don't you?

Yoongi: Do you want a kid that bad huh?

Jin: No... I mean.. I'm just saying

Yoongi becomes quiet and same goes for Jin. But shortly, he continues again

Jin: Ah.. do you know Taetae and Jimin planning to get an adoption?

Yoongi: Oh really? I don't know about that

Jin: Yeah.. they are but I'm not sure yet. I hope they will proceed with it. It's nice to have a baby

Yoongi didn't answer. He knows since last year Jin keeps talking about kids. He also planned to get an adoption if Yoongi didn't bear to get pregnant again. To be honest, it's not Yoongi didn't want a baby but he was just afraid. He is afraid that Jin will leave him again. He doesn't know why he has that such stupid thoughts and he can't hold the pain. When he gets pregnant, he goes through a lot and if he gets pregnant again, he just doesn't know if he can hold it this time.

After in deep thought, Yoongi finally speak

Yoongi: Hyung.. it's not that I didn't want but.. I'm not ready yet.. I'm sorry

Jin: Hey.. babe.. I'm fine. I didn't want to force you. Let's wait when you are ready okay? Uhm? *actually he is a bit sad but didn't want to show it

Yoongi smiles at him and nods while inside of him, he knows Jin doesn't mean that and he is disappointed with him.

Time Skip

After that night, every morning Yoongi will wake up with a heavy thought. He keeps thinking about Jin, about the baby, shouldn't he or not. He wanted to make Jin happy but inside of him, he knew he can't hold the pregnancy pain anymore.

One day, Jin noticed Yoongi spacing out while sitting on the bed and looking at the window. At that time, Jin is getting ready to his office

Jin: Babe?

That makes him turn around and look at Jin

Yoongi: Uh?

Jin: You okay?

Yoongi: Yeah *He then gets up and gets close to his husband. He adjusted Jin's necktie

Jin: You sure?

Yoongi: Yeah.. kha.. you'll be late

Jin: Okay.. I'll leave. *place a kiss on his forehead * l love you

Yoongi only smiled

At Company

Jin is having a rest at his office and then Hoseok comes in. He noticed Jin spacing out

Hoseok: Hyung?

Jin: Oh, Hope-ah.. waegurae?

Hoseok: Didn't want to go to lunch? Or Yoongi packed you some food?

Jin: Oh.. no, no, no. I'm still full

Hoseok: Oh, okay.

As Hoseok want to go out, he makes turn and asks again

Hoseok: You sure didn't want to order some?

Jin: Uhmm.. yeah.

Hoseok: Hmm.. okay. Anything to share?

Jin know what he means

Jin: Fine. I'll tell you later. Go get your lunch first

Hoseok: Okay.. I will right back

15 minutes later, Hosoek come to Jin with a plastic bag in his hand and make Jin surprise

Jin: What?!

Hoseok: Sorry hyung.. I can't wait for your tea

Jin: Goodness this kid... *sigh

Hoseok: So.. what is it?

Jin: What?! Ya.. didn't you need to eat first?

Hoseok: I am.. and listen to yours. Okay, what is it?

Jin: Humph..

Hoseok: What? *expecting Jin to start the story

Jin: Okay look.. I don't know.. why... why Yoongi seemed didn't want to have another child..

Hoseok: He didn't? Did he say that?

Jin: No I mean.. he did but he just said he wasn't ready yet.

Hoseok: Well.. then Yoongi hyung is just not ready so what's the problem?

Jin: No.. I just didn't get it. Look I'm fine.. I didn't want to push him but it's been 4 years since we get Jungkook.. I didn't understand to the point where he wasn't ready.. you know what I mean right

Hoseok: Hyung.. I understand what you feel but.. you should understand Yoongi hyung too. I mean.. he's the one who will carry the baby inside his womb and that will be pretty hard for him. You don't know how hard he was going through when he was pregnant with Jungkook. He is in so much pain, hyung. You don't know who many times he got hurt at that time. He holds the pain alone, and you expect what? He may be terrified to get pregnant again and you are also there when he delivers Jungkook. How many days he was in a coma after he delivered Jungkook. You should understand hyung.. it might be true, he just needs some time. 4 years might belong for you.. for us... but for him.. we don't know.

Jin became speechless and yes, he admitted. Yoongi might be terrified so that's why.