Chapter 5: Feelings

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I heard the door open and started to open my eyes. It was still sunny when I went to sleep, now the sun is almost down. I looked over at the door and saw Cody walking into my room. My pillow was right next to me, so I threw it on my face so he couldn't see my embarrassment. He laughed and sat at the end of the bed. His hand was above the blanket on top of my ankle, I moved around to give him more space to sit.

"I hear you're having a rough day sugar" He said kindly. I quietly groaned and nodded from under the pillow.

"I'll admit, It's partially my fault for this. I knew you were having a good time but maybe I shouldn't have let you drink that much." He said and sighed. I took the pillow off my face and looked at him.

"It's not your fault, I'm starting to feel better anyway so don't feel like it's all your fault. Plus I'm supposed to be an adult, I need to hold myself better." I said and put my head to the side.

"Can I move next to you? It might be easier for you to talk to me." He said and shrugged. I knew what he meant by that, which made me have to think about it. Finally I nodded and let him lay next to me. He moved to the side of the bed and laid his head on the other pillow while looking at me.

"If i'm making this weird just let me know" He said and laughed. I smiled, Cody really is a good guy. I didn't mind him laying next to me, If it was Zack though he would have already been punched. I laughed at my own thoughts and Cody looked curious.

"What's so funny sugar?" He asked while smiling at me.

"Nothing I was just thinking about Zack." I said. Cody's face lit up in a mix of confusion and shock.

"I didn't know you and Zack were a thing" He said and crossed his arms smiling.

"We are NOT a thing, I just thought about how funny it would be to punch him like this." I said and closed my eyes. Cody smiled and laughed some too, he knew me and Zack weren't together he was just teasing.

"Did you sleep well last night?" He asked. I nodded with my eyes still closed.

"Hmm, I heard about Ryan. I also heard you thought you slept with him last night" He said jokingly. My eyes opened wide and I covered my now red face with my hands. Who told him about that?! I bet it was Zack. Cody put his hands on my wrist and pulled my hands back down to the bed. I looked at him still red, he just smiled and put my wrist down.

"It happens to everyone sugar, you don't need to be embarrassed. And Ryan is a good guy, he would be one of my options if I were you" He said and joked. I smiled and pulled my pillow closer to my face to help hide some of the pink in my cheeks.

"I'm glad I didn't, I would look bad if I slept with one of my roommates on the first day" I said and laughed. Cody chuckled and put his hand on mine.

"Although it would of been a interesting story to hear, no one in this house would think so. Zack is always bringing in girls and Derik does the same every now and then. If anything Ryan is the only guy in the house that hasn't brought a girl in once. I bet that kid is still a virgin honestly, you don't have to worry about him trying anything." Cody explained. I listened to everything he said and took it into mind. I figured Zack had girls in and out all the time, and Derik I guess I could see that.

"Is being a virgin a bad thing?" I asked. Cody smiled and put in hand through his hair. He looked at the ceiling and let out a small breath. Then he looked back at me, and smiled at me again.

"As much as people think it's stupid to be a virgin it's really not. Your first time should be special and being into each other counts." He said and got closer. My heart sped up a bit when I started being able to feel him breathing. He placed his hand on my cheek, I stopped breathing when I felt his skin hit mine. His palm felt warm on my cheek, his skin soft and smooth. I felt afraid to move, I didn't know what he was trying to do. He sighed and began to talk again, my body still tight and locked.

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