~You Changed Me~ || Josh Richards

❍17|secrets❍

"Yoo are like my home cause whenever I'm with you I feel safe"

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⚠️  Warning there are some sensitive words about suicidal thought and about suicide if your sensitive you can skip some parts of this chapter⚠️

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after I saw Y/n with her classmate in the park I decided to get out of there end went home, when I reached home I went straight to my room and threw my bag on the side and jumped on my bed and sighed I stayed there for 5 minutes still processing on what just happened and on what was that feeling that I felt earlier I kept having flashbacks I can't stop thinking about it, It keeps bugging me so I just tried to forget it by just changing my outfit and went to sleep

~End of Josh's POV~

Y/n: well it's.....*sigh* nevermind

Avani: What do you mean never mind??

Y/n: nothing, just forget it

Avani: So your keeping secrets from me now huh?!? what's so special about this guy why you can't tell me his name nor who he is

Y/n: there is a lot you don't know about me and there is a lot of secrets I haven't told you yet

Avani: TELL RIGHT INFRONT OF MY FACE THEN SO I CAN UNDERSTAND AND SO I WILL KNOW WHATEVER YOUR HIDING FROM ME

Y/n: FINE THE GUY THAT I WAS WITH WAS KIO AND I LIKE JOSH AND I HATED MYSELF BACK THEN AND I ALWAYS GO TO THE PARK AT MIDNIGHT WHETHER TO JUMP OR NOT BUT I NEVER JUMPED CAUSE I CARED ABOUT YOU ARE YOU HAPPY NOW HUH?!

She was pouring all her emotions while tears started to form out of her eyes

Avani was speechless cause she thought y/n was happy and cheerful and a person who would tell anything to her sister but in reality, she has deep secrets that are hidden inside her

Y/n then went out once again she started running to the park, like what she always do past midnight at her hometown she ran to the nearest park and went beside the bridge and sat down there and cried she try to calm herself down but it was too late she had a panic attack she tried to calm down but nothing so she called the first person in her recent contacts and called Josh

~At the call~

Josh: hey why did you call

Y/n: Josh I need you to come here really quick I'm in the park near the bridge and I'm having a panic attack

Josh: which park?!

Y/n: the one near my house

~call ended~

Was trying to breathe properly and tried to calm down but nothing

~Josh~

I was studying until I received a call from someone I picked it up to check who it was and it was
y/n I accept the call and answered it

Josh: hey why did you call

Y/n: Josh I need you to come here really quick I'm in the park near the bridge and I'm having a panic attack

Josh: which park?!

Y/n: the one near my house

After I heard her say that my eyes widen and I closed the call I started rushing down and went out of my house as fast as I can and went to the park she told me to go to I then reached the bridge I saw her on the ground having a hard time to calm her self and I ran to her and helped her a few minutes later I stopped hearing sobbing and harsh breathing I looked at her she was sleeping my phone them stared ringing so I picked it up and saw it was Avani

~at the call~

Avani: hey Josh sorry to bother you but have you seen y/n she ran out from home and we can't find her

Josh: yeah she is actually with me and she fell asleep

Avani: thank god she is ok

Josh: I will just let her stay at my house for the week until things get better between both of you

Avani: thank you so much but can I drop her clothes at your house just in case if she needs them

Josh: yea sure it's at xxx-xxx

Avani: ok thank you so much again I'm sorry you got into our drama

Josh: nah it's ok it's my pleasure to help

~end call~

Josh then brought y/n to his house he then went inside and laid her in the guest room he then heard a knock and went out to open it then he saw Avani who is holding a bag she then Gabe it to him and apologized and said thank you at the same time Josh then went inside placed y/n's bag of clothes beside her bed he then put the blanket over her and made her comfy in the bed and checked if she was sick good thing she wasn't so he went to kiss her for head and said you will get through this and you will be ok someday then left y/n's room to go to his room and finish his homework, after doing all of his homework it was 11 pm so he stretched first cleaned his things and brush his teeth and went to bed

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A/u:
Hey guys here is another update of the story this story is coming to an end soon and I would just like to say thank you for supporting this book all the way  even tho I am slow in updating I literally cherish each one of you thank you guys so much and always remember I love y'all so much and soon I will be releasing my new book which is a bit different cause is gonna be a kpop fan fic so yeah thank you guys<3