Selfish (Bucky Barnes X OC )

Nine

After having a little chat everyone went to their room, Peter and I stayed up to talk for a little

"So who died, your girlfriend?"

"What?"

"Yeah, you told us earlier that the person you loved the most died, was it your girlfriend?"

"My....my aunt died"

"Oh..."

Peter looked away shoving his face in his legs

"Do you know to do something else than shoving your face in your legs?"

He looked up at me, then he looked at his bed, I got up from my bed and went to sit by his side

"You don't understand, do you ?"

If he knew all the things I've been through, he would be more scared of me than he already is

"I do"

"Tell me then"

Haha, no

"Tell you ?"

"Yeah, we can help each other"

So he can go and tell everything to Stark, yeah.... no

"No"

I got up from his bed, but before I could go to mine he pulled me by the wrist

"Please"

"Peter, I said no"

"But why not?"

I feel like I owe Peter something, I almost kill him, maybe if I tell him a little he will not be that scared of me.
I'm going to regret this...

"What do you want to know ?"

He looked around the room, trying to find a keyword, he spotted a book
'one upon a time', a smile flashed across his face

"How about, where you come from"

"I don't remember"

A facial expression of confusion looked me in the eyes, "what do you mean you don't remember, like... where are you from? I'm from Queens"

"Maybe I'm from Germany"

"That's cool I've never been to Germany, So like... do you have any friends, a boyfriend maybe ?"

Friends... if I could only remember the last time I laughed with someone or talked about something I like or a time where I talked about my feelings and how I felt, or even felt something

"No...not really, you ?"

"Well I have Ned and MJ"

He at least has someone

"Have...ummmmm, have you ever kissed someone ?"

"Yeah, I mean not like romantically, I had to seduce my victim"

Yeah once upon a time, I seduced someone and ended up being raped, but hey the good part is that I got the artifact S wanted, yay