As time went on, I got better at it. It's been a year now. I told him I was fine, but he wouldn't accept me again. So I decided to love him alone. I was excited to see him laugh, I stared at him for a long time, and when he wasn't there, I hugged him and sniffed his coat. I fell in love with him so much. Every night I dream and occasionally call from an unfamiliar number to listen to his voice and comfort him. I will never give up loving alone. I love him so much.
