Ambulance ✔️

Oneshot

"Please! My baby!"

My mother yells, tears streaming down her red face.

I reach out my hand for her to grab it but the nurse pushes my gurney away from her.

She cries out and covers her mouth.

I can see the pain in her eyes.

She has been hiding her emotions for past few weeks, trying to show me how strong she is.

But I knew.

I knew how devastated she is.

I saw her ,sneakily, how she was drinking wine, alone in the darkness.

She told me many times, that I dont have to worry.

That everything is gonna be okay...

It's not okay.

I got worse and worse.

Now, here we are.

My hand falls down hitting the side of the gurney.

The nurse notices and she quickly moves it on my chest.

My eyes start rolling back in my head.

I try my best to resist.

They quickly push me into the ambulance and my mom appears in the corner of my eye.

I move my head a little and stare at her.

She keeps on crying as if she's already mourning over my death.

When I reach out my weak arm, she takes my hand into hers.

Tears stream down my face, falling into my hair.

I'm not okay. I feel so scattered.

I already know.

This is it.

I'm leaving soon.

Sorry mom.

I'm leaving soon.

He's not here but I want to see him so bad.

Better hurry ,if you want to see me.

You better hurry, cause I'm leaving soon.

My eyes close for a minute and I imagine his face, that is calming me down a little bit.

I can hear my mom as she cries out while holding her phone to her ear.

"Jimin!"

His name echoes in my ears.

"Yes, yes.."

He already knows.

She hangs up after a while and tries to calm down.

I look at the ceiling.

My eyes trail off ,back at my mom.

Her head hanging down.

I'm scared ,mom...but it's okay.

I'm strong. I know I am.

This really weird feeling washes over me and I can feel a strong pulling.

I know, it's coming.

I let out a sharp breath.

"Mom..."

She quickly lifts her head and looks at me.

"Yes?"

She inhales and exhales too quickly.

It takes me a while but I finally manage to let it out.

"Call my friends and tell them.
Tell them that I love them
And I'll miss them...
But I'm not sorry.

Call my friends and tell them.
Tell them that I love them..
And I'll miss them.."

My mom shakes her head 'no' immediately and let's out a yelp when my hand starts relaxing.

If she wasn't holding it, it would definetly slip down.

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"Where is she?!"

I yell out while looking around.

The nurse points somewhere and when I look over, I see her mother sitting down.

She crying really hard.

My face drops as I walk over to her.

I can feel my heart breaking with every step.

I get on my knees infront of her.

When I touch her shoulder, she lifts her head.

Her eyes completely red and her mascara smudged all over.

She cries out and hugs me.

"My baby! My baby!"

She cries out.

"She's gone! My baby is gone!"

She cries even harder.

I close my eyes in pain.

I'll miss you.

But I hope you are doing better now.

No pain.

POV: You have been diagnosed with cancer. You are being rushed to a hospital. You're scared. but then all you can think about is him and you look at your mom.. You see how your mom is crying so you try to stay strong for her.