Before we left the house I decided to change stormi's outfit before we want to meet up with Travis because i know she likes matching with her daddy when they together and I also think they look adorable when they dress alike
Even though this isn't the first time seeing Travis since our break up it's still very hard to see his face or be in his presence but for the sake of stormi I gotta do what I gotta do
After a long drive to Travis place me and stormi we're finally able to leave the car and LORDT was I happy
As soon as I let stormi out of the car she want running to the door but before she could reach it Travis opened the door and she ran right into his arms which are like 2x as long as her
He wrapped his around her as he stood up and held her close to him the both of them laughed and giggled while hugging almost making me drop a tear
I always feel emotional seeing them together sometimes making me wish we were all together as one big happy family but I guess it ain't meant to be
I slowly walked up to Travis and gave him a hug, hugging him always reminded me of how good he smiles and how gentle he was it gave me flashbacks of all the good and bad moments we had every kiss and hug, arguments and disagreements but we had always powers through tot for stormi we both wanted stormi to see how much we love each other so she can grow up to love other like we love each other
After realizing we we're hugging for way to long we let go of each other and Travis escorted us into his nice mansion it looks better then ever even though he's had it for a hot minute now he always keeps it clean and organized and I loved that bout him
We sat on the patio outside cause it was a nice day outside I was sitting on the couch across from Travis and stormi and watched them play around for a while before stormi want to go play with the dogs on her play house and then it was only me and Travis
This hasn't really happened before we're me and Travis were alone without stormi with us so we were kinda awkward and we sat there in silence until Travis got up and want inside I didn't know why but I was very much unbothered and didn't care
I got my phone out my purse and started scrolling through the tea pages like the shade room everything was normal until I scrolled past a post bout Kylie and Travis I was kinda shocked so I scrolled back to the post and read it " Kylie Jenner and Travis Scott officially back together, the title of the post said in black bold letter with a picture of Kylie and Travis in public kissing and holding hands
Now I knew he was gonna move on fast but I didn't think this fast I mean come on this bitch almost killed you for god sakes now y'all all lovey dovey like wtf but you know what I ain't even finna be bothered by it
Right after I turned of my phone and laid back of the sofa Travis came out the sliding doors with a Hennessy and two glasses in his hands I was just looking at him like he was crazy or sum
He sat the two glasses and the bottle on the black marble counter top table and closed the sliding door
" you looked stressed want something to drink, he said pouring me a cup and handed it to me " we're supposed to be spending time with our child not drinking, I said hesitatingtaking the drink
But then I remembered I am really stressed and a drink would really help right now plus it not even that bad it's just a drink
For the rest of the day and night me and Travis played and danced around with stormi even though we barley spoke to each other we still had fun as a family and that's all I wanted but that Kylie thing was in my head that whole day it kinda really hurt me but I'm not gonna let him see that ever I was better and stronger then that and I never really let anyone see how I'm really feeling and I'm not changing that anytime soon
It was about almost midnight and we were all tired especially stormi since she was knocked out sleep on the couch cuddled up with Travis as I was in the kitchen I started thinking about Hercules and his little sister I haven't seen them since I had want into the coma and when I woke up after learning how to talk and move again Travis told me he had put them up for adoption
Because he couldn't take care of them " damn I could barely take care of me and stormi I was ready to end my own life and one kid was already enough but imagine two ", I remember him say
I understand where he's coming from he was under stress and was going through some mental problems he already had enough problems 3 kids would've been to much I just wish I could see and hold them one more time I miss my babies
Tears became to fall down my eyes but I quickly wiped them away when I heard to footsteps coming into the kitchen when I looked to see it was Travis and stormi
Stormi look tired and like she wanted to go back to sleep my baby was so cute when she's tired " aww stormi baby", I said picking her up into the air and pressing her against my body. She lays her tiny head and my shoulders then fall asleep
After I made sure stormi was asleep I was about leave the kitchen until me and Travis locked eye contact we stood there for at least 2 minutes admiring each other man I hate Travis but he still looks like a full course meal and dessert
After two minutes we broke eye contact and continued walking in our opposite direction
