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i hate my body. i feel a need to fix it, to always look a certain way. to be a certain shape in order to "fit in". i skipped a meal, one turned into two, two turned into three, and eventually i lost count. i tried to see how long i could go with out food. the answer: 1 week and 2 days. i checked the mirror everyday wishing something had changed; it didn't. those little numbers on a scale became the only thing i focused on. trying to get it lower no matter the cost, even if it meant loosing myself in the process....

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