His Sweet Lectures

Chapter 26: Confession

CARINA'S POV

NAKATITIG pa din ako sa bulaklak na binigay ni Sir Luke.

The one he says about patience and dedication.

"So it means that I'll be waiting for you, once you're ready and once the time is right."

"So it means that I'll be waiting for you, once you're ready and once the time is right."

"So it means that I'll be waiting for you, once you're ready and once the time is right."

Napangiti naman ako.

I'm really happy today, not just because I love the  view of Sir Luke's farm. I'm happy that I'm with him.

I think there are no dull moment. He's funny, thoughtful, smart, gentleman but not in bed.

Omo! Bakit ba pumapasok na lang yon bigla sa utak ko.

Naginit naman yung pisngi ko, remembering what we did.

Carina kumalma ka lang!

"Ma'am, ito na po yung vase na may tubig. Kanina mo pa yang tinititigan, baka mamaya malanta agad." Sabi ni Maya

"Maya, how can you tell that you're in love?" Tanong ko kay Maya.

"Kapag po di na sya maalis sa isip ko, tapos kinakabahan ako kapag malapit na sya sakin. Pero mas minamahal ko, kapag mahal din ako." Sabi ni Maya.

Napatitig naman ako sa kanya. Yes, that's exactly what I feel.

Pero yung pangatlo? Are we really on the same side?

Like,  oo from his efforts to his sweet words, his everyday calls. Alam ko naman na every girl would think na gusto sila ng tao.

But, I'm not like it. I want to hear the words from him. Yung totoong nararamdaman nya para sakin.

Baka mamaya di lang sya sakin sweet. Baka mamaya madami kaming babae nya.

Napatigil naman ako sa pagtatransfer ng bulaklak sa vase.

Eto naman ako.

Paniguradong magooverthink nanaman ako.

Pero what if ganon nga?

Pero bakit nya kami tinutulungan?

Tutal madami naman syang pera, baka wala na syang mapaggastusan.

ARGH!

Humiga naman ako at pinabayaan ko na yung bulaklak.

Kaya minsan ayokong nagiisip ng napakalalim e.

Ganito lang nangyayari sakin.

"O anong nangyari maam? Kanina lang halos pasok nyo na sa ilong nyo to kakaamoy?"

Tumingin naman ako kay Maya.

Did I looked like that a while ago?

Tinuloy naman ni Maya ang pagaayos ng bulaklak.

Waiting and dedication my ass. I should have an assurance before letting him in to my life

Baka mamaya may girlfriend syang iba habang inaantay ako.

Argh! I hate the thought.

What if ganon nga?

MORNING class again, meaning, Sir Luke is my prof.

I make sure to be extra pretty today. I tried to use  a darker shade of lipstick. Para fierce.

I don't know. But this past few days. I'm not answering his calls.