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January 7, 9:14 PM
Hi. Tulog ka na, ah?
Pagod ka sa byahe sigurado.
Hi, dear! I was waiting for you to get home
before I sleep.
Nakauwi na ako. :) Gusto mo na ba matulog?
In a while siguro. I'm not yet that sleepy.
Okay! Ayos ka lang ba dyan mag-isa?
I'm fine, dear. Just thinking about things.
Hmm? Gusto mo ba bumalik ako dyan?
No, no, it's fine. Di naman na ako siguro magbi-breakdown ngayon.
I'm looking back on what happened
and I realized a lot.
Also, I just want to say thank you
for taking me on a vacation for a few days.
Sobrang naappreciate ko yung ginawa mo,
lalo na yung presence mo at si Riley and Aki.
Talking to Riley helped me clear my mind.
Talagang tumagos sa'kin yung mga advice niya.
I'm glad nakatulong si Riley sa'yo. 🙂
Although, it kinda saddened me na hindi mo maopen up sa'kin yung mga bagay na'to...
I'm still happy na you were finally able to let it out.
I'm sorry for pushing you away, my dearest Axl.
I'm sorry if naisip ko kaagad na i-give up ka nang hindi man lang ikaw kinakausap.
I was too afraid to lose everything, pero hindi ko naisip na sa ginagawa ko talagang mawawlan ako.
You don't have to worry about me, Nessie.
Lagi ko naman sinasabi sa'yo, di ba?
I'm here for you. I love you.
If you're down, then I'll pull you up.
I can be strong for the both of us. 🤗
Pero paano kapag naubos ka na?
Napagod ka na?
Okay lang naman mapagod.
Ang mahalaga, magpapahinga lang at hindi susuko. 😊
You are important to me, Nessie, that's why I will always keep you safe, make you happy, and protect your peace.
🥺🥺🥺
Just focus on what your heart desires, my love.
Gawin mo yung mga bagay na magpapasaya sa'yo.
Choose the things that will bring you contentment in life and peace in your heart.
You will never go wrong with that. Saka di ba, di mo maiisip yung mga what ifs kapag pinili mo yun.
Paano kapag mali pala ako? What if I failed and my mother was right?
Well, if things won't work out the way you want it to, then it's still a learning. In failures, we learn, too.
Di ba?
Yes, Axl. 😭😭😭
At the end of the day, you are your own boss.
Choose what will make you happy. 🤗
I am. I will.
Pero ngayon pa lang, humihingi na ako mahabang pasensya at malawak na pang-unawa. It's gonna be a long and hard battle.
I told ypu, right.
You don't have to worry.
I'm here. I'm in it for the long ride. 🥰
