♥ISHQ♥~journey from crush to love

Chapter 26

Continuation

After returning home Sid and avu were in kitchen making coffee for themselves they both went on terrace and sat there having their coffee sid was looking uncomfortable like he wanted to say smtg but he was not sure whether to say it to her or not

Avu:so? Wanna say smtg?
Sid:how do u know always whats going in my mind
Avu:maybe thats what we call frndship
He smiled
Avu:so? Ex?
Sid:(sighs) yeah I met her during my workshop she was the first one there who talked to me she was like the girl who can make u comfortable , who understands u without u say anything ,I usually dont used to talk with anyone but I failed in front of her constant  efforts soon we both became frnds then one day she asked me out and I obviously said yes we dated for like 6 months initially everything was good but later things happened but it never seemed like she is the one for me we used to had a lot of fights then one day I saw her cheating on me I caught her making out with her so called bestfrnd later that day I got to know I was just a dare for her she was a pshychology student her frnds challenged her to make me fell for her and she won that I was just a bloody project for her (anger was clear in his eyes)

There was a silence for few mins but a comforatble one avu squeezed his hand assuring its okay

Avu:Idk what to say sid look everyone comes in our life for a reason some people stay forever while some just taught us some lesson she taught u dont trust everyone blindly everyone who behaves sweet on your face are not really good in person but sid that doesnt mean u dont trust anyone in your life I know u have trust issues but  everyone are not like her there are people who genuinely cares for u
Sid:but do they really care ? Like she used to be all good how can u judge if someone is being real or not ?
Avu:there are many peopke sid who really cares for u who loves u , u r just ignoring them due to your misunderstandings I agree misunderstandings hoti hai but that doesnt mean they dont care for u anymore and maybe your ex didnt really loved u
Sid:she never did I just dont know how she always use to know what Im feeling
Avu:she was a psycholgy student (in a duh tone)
Sid:right (sadly chuckes) such a bitch she was u know I regret meeting her I wish I never met her but if I meet her now na Ill make her life hell  
Avu:can I say u smtg if u dont mind
He nodded
Avu:maybe sid u never loved her
Sid:its been 8 months after our breakup then how can I not get over her till now
Avu:sid Im not saying your feelings were not true or smtg its just ,that feelings are not call love sid if u love someone na woh aapke saath kuch bhi kare aap uske saath kuch galat ho yeh soch he nhi sakte ho , sid u just kinda liked her coz she was the one who used to understand you due to her study ofcourse but u misunderstood that thing by love
and u didnt moved on till now its because u didnt find anyone u restricted everyone around u to not enter that heart coz of her u r not hurt sid that she broked your trust u r just angry on her for the first time u trusted sm1 and she cheated on u
The feelings in your eyes are not the hurt ones its just anger sid and its not about 8 months , love is something for which u can wait for years but u r not waiting for her u just dont want something like that to happen again
Sid love is such a beautiful feeling dont hate it just look around you there will be many people who loves u
Sid:and how can I know that she is not the wrong girl what if I again fell for someone wrong
Avu:firstly there's no chance of again u never fell in love at first place aur ishq na sid jab hona hota hai toh hajata hai u dont need to do anything
Just remember try to be with someone who wants you , who waits for you ,who understands you even in the madness , someone who helps you , and guides you , someone who is your support , your hope , someone with whom you can be comfortable, you can share anything,fall in love with someone who talks with you even after a fight and we will end up with a person we are destined with anyhow u dont need to do anything destiny will do its work
He just nodded

Sid's pov:

She called me "sid"
I just said"hmm"
She then said "can u do a favour on me " she was so hesistant to talk she has never been like these she is so confident while talking anything okay may be I know what she wanna talk

I nodded again
She wasnt able to say anything like she was trying hard but she wasnt able to put the words
"U know avni u can talk about anything to me and I even know this is about ur bhai" 
She looked at me surprised
Ok even Im ur friend angel not just you
She sighed and continued " look sid I just want you to be cordial with bhai Im not telling you to go and forgive bhai but just dont hate him sid I know him from years and I have seen him how much he misses you how much he craves for you how much he loves you ,sid he doesnt hates you there is lot of misunderstandings between you guys sid its not totally his fault even you didnt heard his side of story if he dont know what you went through then even you dont know what he went through"
And that last part hit me really hard she is right I always blamed him but I never tried to ask him why he did that even I never tried to know how is his life going

She shaked me and raised her eyebrows I looked at her and nodded
"ok avni"
She was shocked "what? Really?"
"yes" I said
This is the least I can do for you angel
She is looking so happy god how can someone be this good she finds her happiness in others
She blowed a flying kiss towards the sky
i swear these girl is obsessed with stars
"u r obsessed with stars haina?"
I asked her
"nahh Im fascinated with stars " she replied
"u find stars fascinating how?"I asked her
"the stars we look upto reflects whats within us" she said

Idk how a childish person like her sometimes sounds so mature
She was looking at stars and the shine in her eyes are saying a lot of things
Wait wait she is afraid of darkness I think then how can she end up always sitting on terrace in nights

"u are afraid of horror movies and darkness right then arent u afraid of nights?"
"I have loved the stars too fondly to be fearful with nights" she said
"they are not just stars but rather opening in heaven where the love of our lost ones pours through and shine upon us to let us know they are happy" angel said still looking up

Dad

I couldnt help but smile looking at the sky

"gosh I sounds so old na" I heard her saying after 5-10 mins
I chuckled at that
"nah u just sounds mature"I told her
"then thats not me I and maturity doesnt go in one line" she added
And started talking randomly about anything and everything
I seriously cant understand this girl

"Thankyou" I said to her she stopped instantly not knowing why I said thanks to her
"kyu?" she asked looking hella confused
"for everything "I said
"u r talking about tonight" she asked
"nah Im talking about show"I said
Her face was worth watching she looks sooo idk what
"kuch bhi bol rahe ho"she stammered a bit and tried to hide again
"no need to hide I heard u and director talking on the second day itself"I told her
"shit"she cursed herself
I just chuckled man she is so cute
"anyway u got it coz of your skills and hardwork I just recommended your name u got it on your own" she said
"still thanks "
"u dont need to thank me for everything" she said
"rather than focusing on yourself u r much interested in knowing what Im doing dont you first adi then this" she added
I just shrugged
I cant help if my eyes always land upon you angel and Im interested in you more than anything in this world

After sometime she was feeling sleepy and she left
Im still sitting here thinking whatever she said today

She understands me like no one else
She is my biggest support system
She guides me always
She is the only one with whom Im so comfortable
I shared everything with her
my past ,my tears , my dreadful experiences everything
She will be always there for me even after our fights somewhere I know that she will be always there

AM I FALLING FOR ANGEL  ?