Simply Me On My Mind

Un-named

I wanted to make you proud,
I tried to make myself stand out.
I tried so hard just for you,
Although you made me throw it all away,
Then you made me feel I was of no use.
One day, I made a simple mistake,
My wrists covered in blood,
I showed you the pain I could take.
You were furious, screaming my name,
I got sick of you, so I did it again.
I watched as the silky red drained,
And it dripped and dropped like tinted red rain.
It felt so right, how could it be so wrong?
It's all because of you, you knew it all along.
Is this what you want? To see me in pain?
Watch me, as I was screaming in vain?
I won't let you win, never again.
I am stronger, that I have gained.