My old life (C)

Chapter 29 Sparks bigger than before

School bell rings~~~~~~~

James:well should we go

Me:ok let me just go back and change into something better

James:((i grabbed her hand and when i pulled her back she was just 2 inches away from my face))I whispered 'your not going to change you look to amazing

Me:((and as soon as he said that i felt shivers down my spine something I didn't feel with jeremy or connor ever ))I whispered' ok i wont then ,i smiled)

James:((i felt thing never like before ruby made me feel different than other girl
I felt like i was melting um should i kiss her ,nah i dont think she likes me

Me:well um should we get going ((I grabbed his hand))

James:(i looked down) um (i smiled)

Me:(i looked down)omg sorry i have the ha-

James:((i kissed her))i dont know but i felt something very strong in that kiss
I felt fireworks i felt amazing i felt like the world stopped and all i could see and feel
Is this amazing kiss i just dont know what got over me

Me:((he kissed me))i felt so many strong thing i felt happier i went more wanted i
Felt thing i didnt feel with jeremy or connor maybe hes the on-dont finish that he doesnt even like me im just like any other girl but not to lie that kiss was like the world stopped i felt like so many amazing thing like i said
But maybe
Just
Maybe
He the one

James:um im sorry abou-

Me:((i kissed him))i dont know what came over me but i just felt like kissing him i
Needed another kiss i needed to know if he was the one
And i was proved right he
Is the one and in the second kiss
The sparkels grew bigger than ever

James:((she kissed me back))holy shit wait does this mean she likes me
Well just maybe shes the one and this time i mean it

James:um lets go to star bucks ok ((i smiled))

Me:ok

James:hey wanna um race me

Me:sure

James:um ok race you to starbucks in the conner ok

Ready
Set
Go
.....

I ran as fast as i could
But he
Won the race

I entered starbucks and saw james seating at a table he signaled me to come over
But when i started coming over i saw people start to stare at me

And they were talking about me

Kid:hey isnt it that slut from school

I could all ready feel tears starting to form in the conner of my eyes
And it
Looks like james noticed

Me :you ok he (whispered as i sat down)

Me:no (i whispered)

James:ok ill fix this (I whispered)

James:alright every one who is talking shit about ruby leave

Everyone stared at him

James:you heard me LEAVE (he said louder)((
and i could tell he said it with anger))

And everyone left~~~~~~

Me:why did you do that ?

James:cause im not gonna let you feel bad for some stupid ass bitchs

Me:t thanks

James:so you wanna talk ?(he half smiled)

Me:(thinking)oh man he looks good in that shirt wait am i drooling oh ok good im not well always oh damn if you look at those eyes those amazing green eyes
Wow and thos-

James:are you ok ruby to earth what are you staring at ruby you ok?

Me:s sorry i was in a different world

James:oh really (he smirked)

James:what were you staring at ?

Me:n n nothing (i blushed)

James:oh i get it

Me:pfft no you dont get it

James:yes i do you were staring at me

Me:n no i wasnt ha your funny (i sipped my coffee)

James:yeah sure (he smirked)

Me:(thinking)stop smirking its my fucking turn on gosh danit james
Your not easy to pass by

James:so wanna talk cause?

Me:yeah ill tell you

James:ok please start

Me:so it started
It was kindergarten when i started to get bullied
They use to hit me and then when i got 5 grade they us
To make up rumor and still hit me
Then I remember when i was 17 that one time i went
In to the bathroom and met 3 girls and then
Out of nowhere by the way they looked angry so yeah they started
Hitting me and I remember myself after that being on the
Floor with blood everywhere my mouth my eye and
my noes that looked broken and then this day where i woke up
With connor from the hospital and my mom said see you in a couple a years
And then at 8:05 i think i got a call saying my mom died 1 hour ago
And then 5 weeks later i had my kid logan connor james that was then kidnapped
In a gun shot then i find him or the police found my baby with a gun shot in him
But wait during me and connor trying to find him we got in to a car crash and then i find out a week later they both died and here i am now ((i started crying))

James:wow that some pretty tough shit

James:its the toughest shit ive seen

Me:omg ((i laughed))

James:wait so do you and jeremy have a history

Me:um he rapped me twice and abused me eight times
((My smile fadded))

James:oh shit damn girl look if you need he with anything. Tell me
Look let me get your number

Me:ok (i gave him my phone)

James:i put my name and then put a game control next to it cuase i love games

Me:oh can i put my name in your phone

James:yeah here (i gave her my phone )

Me:i put my number in and put a heart
Next to it

James:ok done

Me:im done to

James:well um wanna go though the back oh here

Me:yeah lets go

At home~~~~~~

It was 7:36 p.m and he went home an hour ago
So in that time I decided to take a shower and sit down
In the couch and already took out all of connors stuff and
Put them away
So i had nothing else to do but text
James

I went to his numbers and started texting him~~~

Ruby 💕-hi james you awake

James🎮-yeah whats up!

Ruby💕-nothing just wanted to talk im kinda bored

James🎮-oh ok

James🎮-wanna hang out tomorrow?

Ruby💕-ok 😊

James🎮-ok ttyl

Ruby💕-bye james

James🎮-bye

James🎮-goodnight ruby

Ruby💕-goodnight james 💕

James🎮-ooo is that heart for me ?😏

Ruby💕-i dont know 😏

James🎮-oh you sneaky well goodnight

Ruby💕-goodnight