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ONCE UPON A TIME LIVED A BOY DESPERATE TO BE LOVED,

NOT QUITE DESPERATE BUT WANTED TO FEEL WHAT IT WAS LIKE TO FEEL LOVED AND SEE , IF WHAT HE HEARD FROM HIS FRIENDS WAS TRUE THAT IT FELT HEAVENLY AND BLISSFUL. IGNORING THE FACT THAT AS MUCH A IT FELT LOVELY IT  DID HURT A LOT MORE THAN THAT AND IT WAS HARDER TO LET GO JUST LIKE IT IS HARD LETTING GO OF OUR FAVOURITE THING WHEN IT IS BROKEN OR LOST OR DEAD , BUT A LOT HARDER.

IN HIS WORLD HE STILL WENT ON LOOKING FOR HIS ONE TRUE LOVE.

DIFFERENT PEOPLE TAKE LETTING GO IN DIFFERENT WAYS SOME ARE GRIM , SOME ANGRY , SOME TRY TO BLAME WHILE SOME TRY TO BECOME BETTER WHILE BEING HOLLOW INSIDE. THE TRUTH IS THAT WHEN THINGS ARE LOST THEY ALL LEAVE AN EMOTIONAL VOID INSIDE US , NO MATTER HOW SMALL OR BIG THE THING IS IT STILL EFFECTS US .

BIDDING ADIEU TO HIS FRIENDS AND FAMILY THE BOY WENT ON AND SEARCHING PLACE BY PLACE ON HIS STALLION.

PEOPLE ALWAYS LONG FOR THINGS THAT THEY DON'T HAVE AND WHEN THEY FINALLY GET IT , IT IS HUMAN NATURE TO FEEL OVERJOYED AND MAYBE THANKFUL,BUT ONCE ITS LOST THE REACTION DEPENDS.

FINALLY HE FOUND HER , HE FOUND HIS ONE AND ONLY AND PROMISED TO CHERISH HER AND STAY LOYAL TO HER TILL DEATH ; SO DID SHE.

ITS SO FUNNY HOW SIMPLE THINGS SUCH AS A MISCONCEPTION CAN RUIN EVERYTHING YOU EVER DID AND IF NOT CLEARED TAKES YOU INTO A MORE DEEPER AND GRIM HOLE OF FALSEHOOD.

JUST WITHIN TWO YEARS THEY LOST EACH OTHER AND WHILE HE WAS ANGRY SHE WEEPED AND BROKE INSIDE ,TRYING TO GET BETTER OUTSIDE.

THEY SAY ANGER BLINDS YOU,ITS TRUE WE TEND TO TURN BLIND TO ALL THE OTHER THINGS AND FOCUS ONLY ON THOSE WHICH FUEL IT MORE , WELL I GUESS THAT'S WHY ANGER'S A SIN. JUST LIKE LOSING THINGS DIFFERENT PEOPLE REACT TO IT DIFFERENTLY SOME JUST TAKE IT TO THEIR GRAVES , SOME SWALLOW IT UP , SOME FORGIVE AND APOLOGISE WHILE SOME TAKE IT OUT IN OTHER WAYS SUBTLY OR THE OTHER WAY ROUND, AGAIN IT DEPENDS.

AS SHE FINALLY LET HER WALLS DOWN AND MOVED ON HE WAS STILL STUCK, STILL ANGRY ,STILL BLAMING HER.

THOSE WHO SWALLOW THEIR EMOTIONS AND MOVE ON ARE TO RATHER JUST BURST ONE DAY OR JUST LET IT ALL BE BURIED DEEP INSIDE TILL THE END. KNOWING YOU'RE WRONG AND THEN TRYING TO CORRECT IT WON'T MAKE IT RIGHT. LOST THING NEVER RETURN JUST LIKE TIME AND ALL THERE IS LEFT ARE THE PAINFUL MEMORIES.

BOTH OF THEM STILL GOING ON THEIR LIVES UNDERSTANDING THAT IT WILL NEVER STOP.

MOVING ON IS DIFFICULT BUT TRYING ISN'T. TRY TO LIVE WITH THOSE MEMORIES HAPPILY AND LET GO. NOTHING'S PERMANENT BUT IS AS LONG AS YOU REMEMBER IT.  EVEN IF FORGET IT'S FINE, IF YOU WANT TO FORGET IT'S FINE , IF YOU WNAT TO REMEMBER IT FOR THE REST OF YOUR LIFE IT'S FINE.

SHE CHOSE TO HAPPINESS SO DID HE BUT DEEP INSIDE HE STILL AGAIN WANTED WHAT HE LOST.

YOU'LL NEVER GET BACK WHAT YOU LOST BUT SOMETHING SIMILAR MIGHT JUST WORK. EVEN IF YOU ONE DAY FACE WHAT YOU LOST , JUST SMILE AND WALK BY. AS WILL TIME PASS YOU'LL KNOW THAT YOU DID RIGHT AND BE PROUD OF YOURSELF.

REMEMBERING HER SWEET VOICE CALLING HIM, " JUNGKOOK-AH I LOVE YOU AND WILL ALWAYS WILL" SILVER PEARLS ROLL DOWN HIS IDEAL ALLURING FACE.

HE WROTE AND WROTE POURING ALL HIS EMOTIONS SUBTLY IN HIS BOOK OF LINES, WITH A CACTUS PEN HE BORROWED FROM A DEAR FRIEND HE LOOKED UP TO.

HE STILL CRAVED HER AND HATED THE FACT THAT SHE HAD MOVED ON AND WAS EVEN BETTER. 

IT'S HUMAN NATURE TO  CRAVE FOR THE LOST AND DESPISE IT'S ADVANCEMENT. ITS ABSENCE MAKE US REALISE ITS IMPORTANCE.

HE'LL ALWAYS REMEMBER HER AND KEEP A PLACE FOR HER IN HIS RECOLLECTION. SO WILL SHE..........

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