You were waiting in the vet's office, once you brought Panchan in they rushed him into a room to see if they could do anything to help him, your leg was bouncing up and down and you were chewing on your nails to the nub, once you ran out of nails to chew you kept running your hands through your hair, you waited and waited only for a vet to come out.
"HI miss (last name)." she said
"How is he?" you asked
"Well, it's not good, we have your dog on life support right now, but he isn't going to make it." she said "Would you like to come to see him?"
You just nodded your head and slowly got up and walked to the room, it was hard to see your dog in such a state, you walked over and pet his paw.
"Panchan...I can think you enough, I know you can't understand me, but you really were keeping me going through some hard times, I'm going to miss you."
Panchan only let out a small huff of air, maybe that was his way of trying to bark at you, you leaned down and hugged your dogs, as the doctors turned off life support and Panchan's heartbeat stopped, you kept sobbing into his fur as the doctors looked on.
"We can leave if you want," they said, you shook your head
"No..no I should leave I..thank you for doing everything you could," you said trying not to look back, they handed you his collar and you clutched it and let out a shaky breath.
It felt unreal leaving the vet without your fluffy friend next to you, you were so out of it till you finally arrived home and looked down at the collar, and you just started balling your eyes out.
Tomura watched you come home and arrive back, there was no dog with you, and saw Panchans collar with you, it felt like a punch in the gut to him. He messed up, he messed up big time, he got so upset by you, he let go of the leash and that's why you were crying upstairs alone. He walked up to the steps and put his ear on the door to hear you just sobbing your eyes out, did you hate him now, you must of, be he wanted to comfort you. Even if you saw him and spat in his face and told him to fuck off he would, but if there was even one small chance you needed to confront he would do it.
So he knocked on the door, and he heard your footsteps come up, he was happy dn scared to hear the door unlocked, he saw your eyes all red and puffy.
"..hey..hey Tomura, uhm....panchan didn't make it," you said before you started sobbing again and clutching to the front of his hoodie
"(name)... I'm.. I'm so sorry I-"
"Please just shut up with that." you said "I don't need blame I need confront." and with that Tomura gave you a tight hug.
"I'm sorry he is gone, he was a really good dog." Tomura said knowing the pain all too well. He felt like he had just been snapped back to reality, he was being so shellfish, he became a real creep just then, and look what came of that.
You let him inside and all was silent for a bit, Tomura didn't know what to say to you, you set down Panchans collar
"Tomura...please tell me, why did you get so upset?" you asked
"I...I don't know." Tomura said feeling a deep shame, even worse than when he yelled at Mika in highschool.
"Tomura, My dog is gone...I don't know what to think right now, I know you didn't mean for any of this to happen, but you let your temper get so out of control that you let him go, even when I told you he chases cats and there was a cat nearby." you said, "I like you Tomura, I really do, I think you have a kind heart but what you did was just...childish."
"I know, I was being a horrible person, I just got in my head that you would have said yes, so it was a shock to hear you say no."
"Tomura, I told you why, and you couldn't accept that, does that sound like something a friend would do," you said
"No," he said
"Tomura, I'm not going to date you, because you see me as someone who is this savior you think that i can solve all your problems and keep you safe, but Tomura you are the one who fixes yourself, you are the only one who can help yourself in the end, I'm just here to guide you there."
"I'm sorry, I think I just not realize that, and I don't deserve you after being so...gross," Tomura said
"You mean like putting sleeping pills in my drink," you said, and Tomura felt a swift punch in the gut from the guilt of that
"You...knew." Tomura said, "I was- I just."
"You didn't want me to leave, you wanted to keep me all for yourself huh, again that not a healthy attachment to someone, come on Tomura I'm not dumb, I know the difference between sleeping pills and heat stroke." you said leaning back "Also Hiromi told me what you did, she said she wouldn't press charges if you didn't come near her again."
"...are you going to call the police?" Tomura asked
"No," you said
"Are you going to ask me to stay away from you?" Tomura said
"No, but I am going to ask you to see a therapist afterward to help you with this unhealthy attachment." You said, "If you keep doing the steps to be better, then I'll still be your friend."
"I understand." Tomura said, "Shit I'm sorry."
"I know you are," you said as you got up and gave him a hug
"You have given me so many chances, I don't deserve this." Tomura said hugging you back "I'll get better I promise."
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