My Message for my Undying Love

Mon. Day, Year

Thursday

5:45 PM

"You we're just somebody when I first saw you but then time passed by, I fell in love with you. You are now the 'someone' I am longing to meet. The someone who is not perfect but making you perfect on who you are. The someone who makes you happy everyday. That someone whom making you fall in love day by day.

But this love changes. You suddenly faded away. You we're away from me. Why? What's wrong? Did I do something? Those are the questions lingers in my head everytime you are getting away from me. The next day, you were absent until a Week. 'Are you sick?'. Then you were present after a week but a sulky and pale face I see. What's wrong? 'Are you really sick?'. I tried to approach you but you are always avoiding me. You are making me frustrated that time.

Then One day, I've decided I need to confront even you'll snob me. I don't care. I just need to speak with you. You know, I miss you ... I look and look. I ask and ask but still no clues found even a single. None.

I give up looking for you. 'I think she is absent. Again.' I thought and let it through. Suddenly, someone came to me and said that he knew where you are but he didn't tell me where thus he told me to follow him. I didn't hesitated anymore and follow him. He lend me to a park. The park we used to talk every another day and laugh and laugh until we lose our breath. And here, when we first laid our virgin lips to each other. I can't forget those times and that time. Anyways, Why here? Why does he brought me here? Are you making yourself a badgirl and don't go to class just to visit here and have fun, huh? Tsk. Tsk. Well, Actually you don't want absences so I am totally confused.

I look at him confusedly and then he pointed on a bench. There you are! -Sitting peacefully, looking at the sunset. I just nod to him and smile widely and run to you. I saw a new you. A pale one. But Paler than the last I saw you. You look at me with a plastic smile you never made for me. I knew that you are sad that time. I can see. I sitted beside you and never said a word. I then took your head and let it lean on my shoulder.

We just stayed on that position for a while and you called my name with your crack voice then you cry. I look at you and ask why. You didn't answer thus you sitted straightly, grip strongly both of my hands and look into my eyes then you just simply said; "Forever and Always, Saranghaeyo" and again you lean on my shoulder still gripping my hands. That gave me shivers. I didn't expect those words. Well, I do too but why so sudden. What is this all about?

I just smiled and replied; "Nado Saranghaeyo". I felt your smile then your grip suddenly loosen and it made my heart race faster. I look at you. Your eyes were about to close and your lips turnes very white. I tried to wake you up but you didn't. Your eyes were close by a second but your smile never faded. My tears are forming and about to fall that time. I hug you tightly and look at my side trying to call someone for help. I look at the boy who lend me to you but he just shook his head and cry. I just hug you so tight that I don't want to lose you and bursted into tears.

Why didn't you told me huh? You are making me stupid. I hate people who are making me stupid and I hate you. Making me cry everynight. I am manly, Ok. Big boys don't cry but you are making me to.

Now, I'm here at the park, on our spot and you know, The sun is setting out now. Ahh, this is amazing. You really love sunset, eh. You really love sunset that making this part of the day be your last. I felt refresh now but not fully. I still cannot forget you.

As I wrote this message I still cried and cried thinking why did you left me on the day where you said you love me. Why? You are making me hating you more. You are breaking my heart day by day and I still love you.

My undying love for you is so hard to forget. Undying right?

By the way this will be my last. I have to move on now 'baby'. It's been half a year so I have to go. Everyone and everything is very affected. I hope you understand. I have so many messages I wrote right? This is now the hundredth I think. That's enough. So let me say goodbye to you.

'Good bye. I will miss you. Sarangahaeyo ...."

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A/N:

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