You messaged me today. You told me you read my first letter to you. And honestly, I didn't think you would. I didn't think our would want anything to do with me anymore.
I really don't know what to do. I don't think we can be friends or best friends anymore - I really don't. We are really different.
God, how I wish things were different. How I didn't feel the need to write this right now. But it's for the best isn't it? That's what I tell myself.
I can't keep running back to you - just because you say sorry. I'm glad that you messaged me and told me the truth, but still, you should know that i would never laugh at you. In fact, I would only laugh with you.
I'm here for you though, you know that. Its just that you deserve better, you know? I do too.
So as much as I would love to go back to the way it was, I can't.
I'm sorry. I really am.
See you later alligator.
edit: shortly after this was written, something major happened between us again. and i couldn't take it, so we are no longer on talking terms. just thought you guys should know x
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