i want to scream so fucking bad. everything hurts so much. My dog helps me a lot. He makes me happy but im moving soon and my dad is getting rid of him. i cant lose him man ive already lost more of my cats i can't lose him too. i don't think like im strong enough to keep going.i really miss my mom it's been about 5 months without her im fucking losing it i swear. i just want to destroy myself and i don't care how. i feel like such a fuck up i feel like everyone hates me i should just stop trying because it'll only cause more pain in the end.
