Enhypen FF
Yang Jungwon's sophomore year has started!
Going back to school, he finds himself in the midst of typical teenage things.
It's all about school, friends, boys and parties.
What will happen when he realizes he might like someone he's not...
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After Sunoo and Niki kicked me out since I was "Mentally well prepared to Face the enemy"-Sunoo, I had to do exactly that.
The door creaked as I slowly made my way into the bedroom that I shared with Jay.
I talked with Sunoo and Niki for hours so now it was 4am.
I closed the door slowly and carefully walked over to the bed, I didn't want to wake up Jay.
Once I was under the covers, my mind started racing.
It was completely silent in the room. Only the sound of Jay's quiet breathing.
"I thought you liked me too" Why did he say that? I mean it obviously implies that he likes me.. could he though? Then why did he say all that at the party? It just doesn't make any sense.... Why?
"Jungwon?" Jay sat up and rubbed his eyes.
I panicked, shut my eyes and pretended to be asleep.
"Yeah that's not gonna work this time, I know you're awake."
"Okay fine."
I sat up and Jay looked surprised.
"Let me tell you how it is Jay because I'm tired of playing games. I like you. Okay? You get it? I know it's weird and you don't like that but that's the truth. I've liked you for a while now and I'm sick of it. I was hoping to just let it pass, but it wouldn't. Then the party happened. You have no Idea how much what you said hurt me. But it doesn't matter I'm over it. And I'll soon be over you."
With that I lay back down, turning my back to him.
"Jungwon-" He stopped himself.
"I didn't know. I'm an Idiot for not noticing. I'm just confused...I've never liked a Boy before..."
He sounded hurt and confused. I felt really guilty. I turned to him.
„Jay... you know that it's okay to like guys right?"
„Yes I know but-„
„But what?"
„I don't know...I was so rude to Jake and Sunghoon...and now I'm- and my parents they-„
„Jay. This won't do. Focus on yourself. What do you want?"
I looked at him in a hopeful way, his face was blank.
This isn't right...this is too easy...Jay wouldn't just magically like me back.
„Jay...are you sure you don't just feel guilty? I mean- maybe you don't like me as much as you think you do maybe you're confused?"
He scoffed at this. Oh no. I've made him mad.
„Guilty? Seriously? You suck Jungwon." He got up before I could say anything else and he didn't return that night.
We didn't talk the next day. We didn't talk at breakfast. We didn't talk at the beach. We didn't talk at lunch. Not at dinner. He slept in Sunghoon's room. Not the car ride back home. Not even a goodbye when I got out at my house. I've lost him haven't I...
