☀︎𝙹𝙹 𝙼𝚊𝚢𝚋𝚊𝚗𝚔 𝙸𝚖𝚊𝚐𝚒𝚗𝚎𝚜 ☀︎

𝐕𝐢𝐫𝐠𝐢𝐧

𝖱𝖾𝗊𝗎𝖾𝗌𝗍𝖾𝖽 𝖻𝗒: @𝖤𝗅𝗅𝗂𝖾2238

I was never really into dating. I just thought it was so overrated. That was until I met JJ. I met him at a kegger. He was goofing off and spilling beer everywhere. I couldn't help but smile at the childish boy. Then he sat beside me and gave me a beer. Long story short, we became great friends and then lovers. And now he was my everything. I would do anything for him. Well besides one thing.

Every time JJ would come onto me and things would get hot and steamy between us I would always push him away. Not because I didn't love him or I didn't want to have sex, I was just scared and nervous.

JJ was my first love. There was no other boy before him meaning I still had my virginity.

However, JJ was not a virgin. I knew his life before I came along. He hooked up with every chick he could get into his bed. He was a player who could get sex anytime he wanted and he was good at it. He was very experienced.

With me being inexperienced I felt like I wasn't good enough for him. Like I couldn't give him what he wanted. What if he saw me at my most vulnerable point, and he didn't like it?

Also, I was nervous about my first time. Of course, I knew how things worked but I didn't know exactly what to expect. I had no idea what it felt like to lose your innocence. Since I was an overthinker, I was constantly thinking about it. How would I even tell JJ without it being awkward?

Every time JJ tried to get me to sleep with him I couldn't help but push him away out of uneasiness. After I had pushed him away, I always felt guilty that I hurt his feelings. I was beginning to feel like we were drifting.

"You're so beautiful" JJ cooed against my skin as he left millions of love bites all over my neck and around my bra. I was currently laying on the bed underneath him in only my bra and shorts. Things were getting steamy and I couldn't help but felt jittery as my heart bested out of my chest. Finally, I couldn't take it anymore and I placed my hands on JJ's bare chest pushing him off me. He stared at me for a few seconds wondering why I did that but then he realized.

"I should've known" He rolled his eyes grabbing his shirt off the edge of the bed. He had hurt and disappointment in his eyes.

"Jay" I begged as he stood up, getting ready to leave the room.

"You don't want me, it's fine. It's fine" he explained, sadness in his voice.

"JJ please" I pleaded, making him turn around and look at me with a sad but angry expression.

"I-I..." I trailed off as my mouth opened but nothing came out. I could feel my body tense up as my fingers began to tremble.

"I'm a virgin" I blurted out. I felt the heat rise to my cheeks turning them a rosy red. I almost wanted to cry from the embarrassment right then.

"Y/n, why didn't you just tell me?" He soothed as his face softened and he walked back over to me.

"I'm sorry" I whispered as he climbed back into the bed, cupping my face in his rough hands.

"There's nothing to be sorry about, baby," he said, planting his lips on mine.

"I think I want to but then I get too nervous and I bail" I explained as I started to get lost in his ocean eyes.

"It's okay. We don't have to until you're ready" JJ comforted me, tucking my hair behind my ear.

"I-I'm ready" I stuttered, nodding my head in confirmation. I needed to over come my fear. It couldn't be that bad right?

"Are you sure?" He inquired, tracing circle eights on my cheek with his thumb.

"Yes"

And with that JJ pecked my lips one last time before sitting up. He grabbed my ankles, pulling me down so I was on my back which made me giggle. He delicately pulled off my pants, tossing them into some lonely corner.

His hands held my thighs, opening them up so he could squeeze between. I felt my stomach flutter with butterflies as he started to undo his belt.

Finally, his shorts were on the floor and soon my panties followed after and then his boxers.

I couldn't take my eyes off his dick. He was huge. I couldn't believe that thing was going inside me.

I felt the tips of JJ's fingers run through my folds collecting the juices that coated my entrance. I gasped when I felt his fingers rub against my clit.

"Imma go slow, alright? If I'm going too fast or if it's too much just tell me to stop, okay?" He explained, stroking himself and I nodded.

I let out a breath I didn't know I was holding as I laid back just trying to relax. I felt his tip slid against my entrance before slipping in.

"Shit" I cried out as he began to just slowly thrust the head of his cock in and out. Eventually, he pushed all of it in. I jerked up as a loud cry left my lips from the sharp pain down below. I grabbed JJ's shoulders in need of something to distract me from the pain so I clawed at his skin definitely leaving scratches.

"Oh my—fuck!" I screamed as he slowly began to move his hips back and forth.

"Shhh," he whispered, pushing my hair out of my face as he planted a small kiss on my forehead. "You're okay"

His hands interlocked with mine, pushing them down into the mattress beside my head. He gave my hands a tight squeeze trying to comfort me.

The pain didn't last much longer. It turned into a tingling sensation and a bubbly feeling. The feeling was unknown but almost in a pleasurable way. JJ kept kissing my face and whispering sweet nothings to make sure I was doing okay and feeling good.

His hips were still moving at a slow pace but the way his dick was filling me up had me craving more.

"Faster Jay" I moaned, throwing my head back onto the bed.

"You sure? I don't wanna hurt you" JJ's voice was soft and sweet making a tiny smile appeared on my face knowing that he cared more about me than himself.

"I'm sure"

With that JJ began going faster, snapping his hips against mine causing my eyes to roll and my nails to dig into his back.

My moans were uncontrollable as my body washed over with pure bliss and pleasure.

"Are you okay?" JJ asked after a groan. I nodded my head and my fingers tangled in his untamed hair as he left more hickeys on my upper body. It was only minutes before I felt my climax building up closer and closer.

"I-I think I'm gonna cum" I said, feeling like I had to pee as my stomach tightened and my legs began to shake.

"Me too, princess" JJ replied, burying his face in the crook of my neck. His hand snaked down my body to play with my clit. His thumb moving harshly against it was all it took to send me over the edge.

"Fuck JJ!" I screamed as I felt myself releasing my load. Soon after, JJ swiftly pulled out and he came on my stomach.

After cleaning the mess we had made, JJ laid down beside me, pulling me into his chest. My body was still shaking from my first orgasm.

"You alright?" He inquired as he wrapped his arms around me holding me close his fingers raking through my hair gently.

"Yes, that was amazing" I replied snuggling into his chest feeling it rise and fall with every breath.