Warning things included
- self harm
- rape
- abuse
- maybe smut
Slow updates cause school started.
Brother of chase Hudson. Mother died at age of 9 from a car accident but was it an accident?
Only one way to find out read The book.
He put away the things and i just went to sit on the floor where chase was sleeping and watched the movie with everyone
End of recap
————————————————————————————————————————- *Week 2 Tuesday April 20th*
The movie finished it was actually nice there was a lot of action and i loved that
G- we should get going
Tbs- yeah
Th- well thanks for calming him down
Y/n- call me if something happens but there shouldn't because he fell asleep so he should be out of his space
NA- ok thanks
Conner- thanks for the tattoo
Y/n- no problem
We got up but i looked at chase and kissed his forehead
Y/n- i love you
After that i just went out with the boys they were getting in the car
Y/n- i think I'm just gunna walk
G- you sure
Y/n- yeah i need to set my mind straight
G- k just have your location on and call me if anything happens
Y/n- ok bye
Tbs- bye
I started walking i needed another escape but i know that i couldn't do it so i just thought about other things my offer for the track i still don't know if griffin will keep me or bring me back I have to get there options on it
By now i was back at sway the triller van as already there which meant that the boys were there great it's not that i didn't ant them there it's just that i wanted to be alone I'll just go to my room and look my self in there
I went inside j rod was here they were filming
B- oh so y/n just came y/n say hi to the camera
Y/n- hi guys
i faked a smile like i always do
I went up to my room and honestly i just slipped don the door with tears rushing down my face i broke down i couldn't do it anymore ⚠️ warning ⚠️ (Thoughts) Mom why why did you have to leve like i still need you here chase still needs you here i keep questioning your death did you actually get into a car crash or was that just a cover up for your death
I got up and went to the bathroom I washed my wrist with water and soap so the makeup would come off. I grabbed a blade and brushed it against my skin 2 times. I washed off the blood and just left it like that i took off Jaden's hoodie and put it on my bed then i went to get my phone and AirPods i put music on and just sobbed.
( this is just a little explanation he right arm with the tattoo does not have any cuts it's her other one that she cuts and it's only that arm where she cuts) ⚠️ over you can read ⚠️
By now it was 5 pm i calmed down and i decided that i wanted to go to the skate park i changed into this
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And i put my phone vape and a $20 bill into my pocket then i grabbed my skateboard and went downstairs and was heading for the door Bryce was still filming
B- Hey you have to get Permission to go out
Y/n- right i forgot that i have people who give a shit about me
B- yup and we won't stop He smiled i smiled my eyes turned purple
Y/n-D-GRIFFIN I covered my mouth then looked at Bryce he was shocked and was about to say something
Y/n- don't say shit
Griffin came down
G- what's up
Y/n- can i go to the skate park
G- sure just have your location on and call me if anything happens
Y/n- k thanks bye
After that i went out the door and started skating away was I really just about to call him dad no i can't I'm no ready fro that i still have to test his patients i don't know why he is capable of.
I spent most of my time just thinking while skating by now it was 8 pm i decided to go back to sway so that's what i did. When i got there i saw everyone in the living room trying to find a movie
B- help us pick a movie
Y/n- let me get changed first
Tbs- ok
I quickly went up stairs and changed i put spandex on and then put sweats over it but you can see the elastic and the name of it then i put Jaden's hoodie again and went downstairs the only spot left was next to griffin so i went to sit there he looked at me and smiled i smiled back
K- no i want to watch that one
J- well i want to watch that one
Y/n- why don't we watch that one i looks like it has a lot of action
B- endgame
Y/n- yeah
Tbs- ok
We watched endgame from the Avengers *after the movie*
it was a great movie not going to lie by now it was 10
B- lets all game i mean we all have a ps in our rooms so lets just do that
Ev- ok
We all got up and went to our rooms we turned on our ps's and we waited for bryce to start a server
*skip after we all played*
By now it was 12 am griffin told us to go to sleep so we all logged off I went into the bathroom and took a shower after that i change into short shorts and a sports bra then went tot bed and just scrolled through Instagram and Tik Tok ok until i was tired
Before i knew it i was knocked out.
Hey guys sorry you had to wait i had MCAS today and I actually finished the test early and i working on his in class but i am online so the teachers can't see. The Avengers endgame is a great movie i arched it on Sunday with my god sisters when i went to Rhodesia island with my dad. Oh an d new update the chapters might be getting longer like i might put one whole day just in one chapter so yeah bye guys.
