You said forever

Chapter 1

I stood there thinking about everything I had just went through the conversation I just had and how stupid I sounded

I heard the door slowly open i turned around and I smile grew on my face when I seen who it was

"Hey" Minho said a smile started to form on the sides of his mouth

I ran up to him and embraced him in the biggest hug gripping on to his T-shirt

"Are u okay" he said his voice was calming and familiar.

"I am I will be"

"Nothing that they said was true"there was a pause as if he regretted what he said then he pulled me over to the bed and we both sat down "he loved you more then anything y/n"
"U didn't hurt him"

"But I did Minho" angry gaining in my voice
"I hurt him I hurt the one person I told myself that I never would and know he doesn't even remember me"

"You thought he was dead y

" there was a pause "he dose remember you oka-

I cut him off before he could finish his sentence standing up and looking straight at Minho
"DIDNT YOU HEAR HIM HE SAID THAT IM NOT THE SAME PERSON THAT THE OLD y/n WOULD HAVE NEVER HAVE DONE THAT and he's right" I could feel the tears forming in my eyes

" y/n" Minho said looking at me with a saddened look

"No he's right I have changed I'm not the same person I will never be the same person and what's so wrong about that am I not allowed to change"

Minho stood up and held my hands in his

"He's just scared I mean you don't know what he's been throu-

I looked at him and couldn't believe the words coming from his mouth I cut Minho off
"what's he's been through" I said my voice getting louder and more angry after every word
"What about me I mean I spent months looking for him and then he comes here out of the blue not one explanation of where he has been and thinks that I wouldn't have moved on"

"You where kissing another guy y/n of course he is gonna be upset"

"Upset UPSET the only person that can be upset is me I mean I have been worrying about him for ages"

"We all have y

"

"You all have" I look at Minho with disgust

"Yes he was my best friend and I thought I lost him okay so yes we all were worried but maybe if you weren't so caught up on who you were gonna date next you would have recognised that"

Minho stood up from the bed and walked over to the door pushing my shoulder on the way out but before he left he turned around saying one last word
"He was right u have changed"

I stood there not knowing what to say I was in shook I couldn't process what came out of his mouth but I knew deep down that he was right
I had changed I wasn't the sweet girl that was in the glade that but other people before myself I was selfish and didn't think about what I was saying

When I looked up at the door to responded to what he had said he was gone from the door frame

I sat on the bed in shook thinking about the past hour in my head a tear slowly fell from my cheek

He was back I thought he was dead but he's here and the first thing he saw was me kissing some one

God He was right Minho was right I have changed and I hated myself for it

The old y/n would have never given up on finding him would have never given up hope
Would have never given up on us but of course the first chance I get to kiss a guy I take it

How stupid am I

I will always love him
He's my hope
My past
My future
He's my love

I whisper his name
"Newt"