Forget me not || Jaywon ✔️

-Chapter 17 -[again his /']-

[ SERIOUS CHAPTER IG < AGAIN -]

Jay withdraws his hand back , '' But to be honest I don't want to give it back ''.

''eh--'', Jungwon exclaims with a shocked expression .''Jungwon if you are going to look at the ring and cry ........no that's not it'',

'' I don't want to hand you over to anyone , Jungwon ,I know it's lame jealousy '', jay says as he takes a breath . Tears starts gathering around jungwon's eyes.

''But - I Love you !! lately my mind is full of nothing but you '', Jay says literally out of breathe. Drops of tears slides down his cheeks .

Jay takes Jungwon's hand , as he puts the ring on it, saying '' I wish you will allow me to stay in love with you '' , jay says in a low tone .

Jungwon looks at the ring , and tears flows down non-stop . He breaks down to the ground

'' No ''

''No , it's no good '', jungwon says as he looks at the ring

''I know , but i love you, I am sorry '', jays says as looks away .

''No thats no it ....'' Jungwon says stopping midway crying .

''I for your happiness.........Yet feeling so happy '' , ''So Happy '' , Jungwon says . Jay looks at the younger in shock ,

''when I have no right to -'', jungwon says covering his face with his hands .

Jay crouches down to jungwon.

''Jungwon, that .. ..'' jays words were cut off by jungwon.

''there is too much to loose in a same sex relationship ,it may be fine now ,but one day you will definitely regret it . You are different from me . You can love a woman and choose Future that everyone will give their blessing to '' Jungwon says & again continues

''I don't want you to loose having a family ,to loose your future '', he adds

''I know we shouldn't be together.....-- '', jungwon says crying his heart out . '' Jungwon '' jay calls out his name as he attempt to wipe the younger's tears .

''But there is a despicable part of me that hearing you say that you want me by your side---'' jungwon says as he clutches his shirt ,and stops

''Jungwon '' , jay shouts , as he helds the younger by shoulder .''what no good about that ?''

''being shunned by society for being in the same sex relationship ?'' jay says

'' You are saying , you are pulling away for my sake ???'' jay asks shaking the younger lightly .

"I DONT NEED THAT < DON"T IGNORE MY FEELINGS,if you think my happiness is important ''

''Then stay by my side- and smile  '', jay says straight looking into Jungwon's eyes

''let me confirm something first''

''I love you jungwon, and you ?'',jay asks . without saying anything jungwon pulls jay into a hug.

''did my feelings get through ?'' , jay asks jungwon .Jungwon nods as he smiles lighlty between his tears .