grey ❥ [이희승]

GREY ๛ CHAPTER 06

10:00AM

With one eye closed, Heeseung glanced over his phone just to check what time it is. Luckily he didn't have class that day otherwise he might get penalty point for being absence.

Heeseung's mind slowly started to think about Jisun. Last night was a sad night for him, he kept on thinking about Jisun. Is she really happy with Do Woojae?

She did send him messages but Heeseung doesn't have any energy or intention to reply any of them. He needed some space from everyone.

He then slowly got up from his bed. He needed to come to his sense back. He has been thinking that getting jealous will do nothing instead of making himself more upset.

“Jealousy can't do anything, Lee Heeseung. All you have to do is to be by her side and make her happy.” He smiles. He needed to stay positive.

As Heeseung did his usual morning routine, he headed out from his room, heading towards the living room. There's no sight of Jongseong, that's mean he have classes.

He didn't saw Jongseong yesterday since he came home earlier than Jongseong. He didn't get chance to talk to Jaeyun too. They must think that he were upset or anything.

Well it's true. He did feel upset but he won't again. All he have to do is make Baek Jisun happy and feel appreciate. He will stay by her side whenever she need someone. That's his promise.

Feeling so bored and unproductive, Heeseung finally have an idea to go somewhere. Somewhere that can ease his mind.

He's going to meet his mother.

The first place he will going to stop by is at the flower shop near to his apartment. Heeseung wore his white baseball cap that his mother bought for him. There's no word could describe how he missed his mother.

As he bought flowers and arrived at his destination, Heeseung slowly walk towards the place where his mother is.

“Eomma, it has been a while I came to see you. You missed me, right?” Heeseung asked placing the flower on the cold cement, where her beautiful name engraved in it.

Kang Areum.

“I missed you too, eomma.” He chuckles, slowly his tear escaped from his eyes. He caressed his mother name gently, he missed her touch. He missed her warmth hug the most.

Heeseung has no one else to rant whatever he keep inside his heart. That's why he always went to his mother's cemetery, just to rant everything that's inside his heart. He's sure his mother are willing to listen to him.

“I wish I could give you a hug. It's cold isn't it?” He asked again, wiping his tears away. Having no mother by his side for 5 years is not easy.

That is where he learn how to be independent without parents. He always thank his mother for staying by his side for the past 15 years.

“You're pretty and you will always be the prettiest woman in my life. I'm glad that you're my mother.” Heeseung caressed his mother's picture.