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Beep! Beep! Beep!The telly rang on the desk

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Beep! Beep! Beep!
The telly rang on the desk.
Bang! Bang! Bang!
The crowd at the door.
Buzz! Buzz! Buzz!
The fleas round my flesh.

It's been one hundred and sixty-eight hours now.
Should I moan that they're just arriving to see?
I'm floating, my Beautiful image below down.
I just couldn't bear to believe,
That the world could serve me an ounce of love.

So I took it, I took a really rare gem from it.
I took myself. Amidst a bottle, a fancy syringe, some alcohol and white sheets covered in inked calligraphy.
I created a beautiful chaos with my body as the masterpiece.

Playlists;

Aurora-  little boy in the grass
Aurora- I went too far
James Arthur- I am
Sia-chandelier



ps.

if you're someone struggling with suicidal thoughts, you really should know that the world doesn't define you, only you can, and you're not alone in the struggle.

much love from me to you!

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