Renjun's pov:
It's been eight a year now since my older brother died and i just can't get over it. No matter how hard i try to, there is just this feeling that's telling me that my brother isn't gone.Even tho i saw him going under the ground , i just can't shake the feeling that something is off. Everyone who knew my brother knows that he wouldn't do such a thing as to commit suicide , even if he is dead he cant be the one who killed himself.
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1 year ago renjun's pov:
Today at school i was playing truth or dear with some of my classmates and i was asked a question that i didn't want to answer, it's not that i was ashamed of my answer , i was just scared of what will happen if i answer truthfully . The question kept on running through my brain every second since this afternoon,
Earlier today
" renjunnie, truth or dare?" a smirking jackson said...i was going to choose dare but it was too risky, who knows what jackson would tell me to do. After what felt like eternity i decided to go with truth since as it was a safer option."Truth" i said nervously waiting for jackson to ask me what ever messed up question he wants. "are you gay" he asked bluntly, at that moment i started regreting my decision if only i could go back and change my choice...After a few minutes i answered " am not sure" , i don't know why i didn't deny it, afterall i have never dated anyone but i once had a crush on this model called Na Jaemin, but that was years ago and i have gotten over him. i was wondering if my answer trigered something because the room went quiet , the only thing that could be heard were some whispers coming fro the group at the back. Just when i taught no one cared about my answer Baekhyun stated " does that mean you may be into guys", i slightly nodded my head. There were whispers all over the place, i guess i should have just lied , because now people were calling me names like "fag,homo,fagot"( and any other words you can imagine). One girl even said she bets that i will be a tranny in the years to come,.. unable to handle it i ran out of the classroom with tears treathing to fall from my eyes, normally i would wait for my brother to come pick me up but i hurt to wait so i just kept on running until i was home. i ran pass my brother downstairs who was busy making a sandwitch. While going upstairs i saw him giving me a look full of pity so i just continued...
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Murder Case // NORENMIN
FanfictionRenjun lost his big brother when he was 15 years old...he didn't know how he died for sure but he was told by his parents that his brother committed suicide...Knowing that his brother wouldn't do such a thing, he forced himself to enroll at his brot...
