Tu hai mere jeene ki vajah

4

Om left for bareilly while Shivaay got on with his board meetings. The next couple of days went by in a blur for Shivaay. He had a lot of meetings and press meets to handle.

Early in the morning, Daadi was getting Annika’s work room cleaned. A staff member brought out all the papers to her in the hall. Shivaay asked her what she was doing with all that paperwork.

[Shivaay - S, Rudra - Ru]

Daadi: Puttar mai Annika ka room saaf karwa rahi thi, vahan uske kuch papers reh gaye the. Vaise vo hai kahan dikhi nahi kuch din se

{{ Son I'm getting Annika's room cleaned, she left some papers there, where's she, I haven't seen her in a while }}

Ru: Daadi ab shaadi to ho nahi rahi, to annika didi kyu aayngi yahan
{{ Grandma, there's no wedding anymore so why would she come }}

Daadi: Arey par us bachi loan k papers to yahin reh gaye
{{ Yeah but she left her loan documents here }}
S: Loan k papers?

Daadi: Ha puttar, Annika ne apne bhai saahil ko boarding me bhejne k liye bank se 15lac ka loan liya tha. Maine shakti se kaha tha bank manager se baat karne k liye taki uska loan pass ho jaye. Jab ye papers aaye to Daksh ne kaha tha vo dedega Annika ko, lagta hai yahin bhool gaya vo. Annika khush ho jaygi ye papers dekh kar
{{ Yes, she applied for a loan of 15lacs to send her brother to a good boarding school, i asked Shakti to talk to the manager to get it done fast. When these papers arrived i gave them to Daksh to give it to her, guess he forgot. Annika will be really happy to see this}}

S: Daadi papers dikhana {{ daadi please show the papers }}

He checks the papers and Daksh’s words about her asking for 15lac echo in his mind. He takes the papers and leaves

Daadi: Ise kya hua
{{ What's up with him }}

Ru: Daadi, bhaiyya ko Annika didi ka naam sunkar vaise bhi kuch ho jaata hai
{{ Grandma, Annika's name is a trigger for him }}

They laughed while Shivaay couldn’t understand what was happening. He goes to talk to Saumya

S: Saumya, kuch din pehle tumne kitchen me kaha tha k Annika ki chai Daksh k room me bhejne ko, tumhe kaise pata tha vo vahan hai?
{{ Saumya, a few days ago you asked to send Annika's tea in Daksh's room, how did you know she was there }}

Saumya: Bade bhaiyya kyuki kuch der pehle tak mai unke saath hi thi
{{ Yeah coz i was with her until a while ago }}

S: what?

Saumya: Actually bhaiyya raat me muje laga mere room me koi hai, mai bahut darr gayi thi. To Daksh bhaiyya k suggest karne par maine Annika didi ko bula liya, or Daksh bhaiyya ne apna room bhi hume dediya. Hum dono vahin the raat bhar
{{ Actually i thought there was someone in my room and i got scared, daksh suggested to call Annika, he also offered us his room, we stayed there all night }}

S: To tum soyi thi us raat Annika k saath
{{ So you slept with her that night }}

Saumya: ha, infact vo to so bhi nahi payi, muje darr lag raha tha to vo sari raat mujhse baat karti rahi
{{ Yeah infact she couldn't even sleep, she was talking to me to make me feel better }}

A boulder of guilt fell over Shivaay’s heart, he excused himself from there and went to his room

S: Ye kya kardiya maine. Daksh ki baaton me aakar Annika par itna bada ilzaam laga diya, uske character par ungali utha di. Why did I not trust her? How can I ever apologize to her for this? Har baar mai uspar shak karta hu, kitna trust karti hai vo mujhpar, usne muje or meri family ko bachane k liye apni izzat bhi dav par lagayi thi, maine fir bhi maanliya k vo aisi giri hui harkat kar sakti hai.
{{ What have i done, I questioned her character because of Daksh, Why did I not trust her? How can I ever apologize to her for this? She trusted me and i break it everytime. She has saved me and my family so many times without asking for anything or thinking about consequences, how could i believe she could do this }}

Shivaay was dying with his guilt. He had to see her, apologize to her. He was ready to beg if that’s what it took to seek her forgiveness. He drove off to see her

Meanwhile, the last couple of days have been torture for Annika. She was broken over Shivaay’s insults and his accusations. She kept on thinking about everything that has happened in the last few weeks - them getting closer, shivaay announcing his wedding with Tia, shivaay protecting her from the stalker, her getting engaged to daksh and then that horrible day.

One thing she could not understand, what made shivaay believe that she could be so cheap, how was that misunderstanding born.

She was curled up on her bed thinking about her 2rs kismat when she heard noises and a masked man entered

Hey so i have added English translations for the dialogues this time within braces {{}}
I hope you enjoy this chapter