bnha one shots

🌹🥀you drive me crazy

warning: self harm

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katsuki and y/n had been friends since middle school , they hated each other at first but then realized they were much the same - hot headed and hated most people.

the pair became much closer the year before applying to UA , they trained for the entrance exams together and go into UA together . this was the best either had ever felt but y/n started falling for katsuki and asked him out, he shot her down in a rude selfish way say she was a "distraction" ,this broke y/n and drove her into an anxious mess but katsuki had no idea

y/n and katsuki were in 3rd year now and katsuki still didn't know what had happened all those years ago , y/n didn't look or ask for help instead she did something she knows she shouldn't but she felt like these cuts were the only thing she had control of in her life.

it was a Sunday night at 11pm y/n should have been asleep but she couldn't shake the thought that she had not done it today ,after 30 minutes of thinking and debating she turned over in her bed and grabbed the handle of her drawer pulling out a red pocket knife she had bought well before she confessed to Katsuki. she was going to use it as self defense but instead she dragged across her skin once,......twice.......three times on her forearm , once......twice......three......four.......five times on her upper thigh ,before putting it on her dresser and and turning over to fall asleep but failing

she woke up Monday morning knowing her arm and leg would be killing her , she realized she woke up early so she bandaged up her arm threw on her uniform while throwing out the bloody long sleeve shirt she had ben wearing and walked out in her usual- happy seeming- way to see a sleepy Denki and very chipper Momo sitting in the kitchen she ate a bowl of cereal quickly and walked out of the dorms towards school ,she needed to clear her head before seeing katsuki, much like she did every morning.

she reached 3-As class room and expected to be on her own in the room no one was usually here this early but to her surprise katsuki was sitting at his desk. he grunted as a greeting to you and you sat down tired from the 2 hours of sleep you got last night ,you accidently fell asleep no one else would be on class for 2 hours

you woke up to hear quiet sobbing but it was close you rubbed your eye and saw katsuki with the bandage you had previously around your arm in his lap and he was looking at your cuts, the cuts that started because of him . "w-w-w-WHY?" he screamed through sobs , you instantly stared crying both of you wrapped up in each other , when had both stopped sobbing he aske you again "why did you do this to yourself?" you took a deep breathe and replied "because you never loved me back" your voice breaking and tears threatening to fall down your cheeks . Katsuki gulped and said " y/n I've always loved you ,i denied it because i thought it made me weak but now i seen denying it made me weak , i made you hurt yourself oh god " he started sobbing again and you just held him ignoring the fact his tears dripped into your cuts ,when you were holding him it was like you could feel no pain. when he finished crying he sat up and grabbed you cheeks "i love you......so much y/n "" i love you too katsuki" your replied before gently kissing him, "y/n...." he asked "please stop ding this for me please " he said teary eyes " i promise" you reply on the verge of tears \

katsuki explained everything that had happened to Mr.Aizawa and he dismissed both of you for the day you both went back to the dorms and changed into something more comfortable before katsuki spoke "y/n, your mine right?" "obviously" you said cuddling up to his chest and falling asleep