𝙐𝙉𝙏𝙊𝙇𝘿 𝙏𝙍𝙐𝙏𝙃 | ᴛᴀᴇᴊɪɴᴋᴏᴏᴋ

CH 46

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|Jungkook|

It's been 2 days since Jackson Hyung is in hospital, he woke up yesterday but I didn't asked him questions but he's still not suitable yet and I don't want to stress him more. No body knows how curious I am about who did it and I'll literally make sure to kill that person but I won't actually...I promised taehyung that I won't even think of doing anything illegal. So for the first time in my life I am gonna take the help of police but I still don't know if it's a good idea but whatever that's all I can do

But for doing catching the culprit, Jackson Hyung need to tell me. Without Taehyung this home doesn't feel like a home to me anymore...it's only walls now.
I regret everything I did in my life other than having Jin Hyung and taehyung. Remembering Jin Hyung, I didn't saw him since that day. How unlucky I am...I lost my both Brothers on the same day. I am so passive. I should have sent something but I didn't. I hope god won't give someone a brother like me...I repent at my folly but it's useless to cry over spilt milk right? I shouldn't have listened to whatever dad said from the start but I just wanted to become a good son in his eyes

But in his eyes I am nothing but I have ruined my life on my own and my brother's as well. I don't know but I still wish that I can change the future but is it even possible?

The conversation we, me and taehyung had that day came in my mind

"W-what?"

"It's true Hyung..." My eyes widened even more Hearing Taehyung's words.

"You aren't be kidding with me right?" He shook his head

"It's all true and I am not kidding and I came and told you this because I want you to do me favor"

I looked at him confused "And what is that? You know I can do anything for you"

"Yes Hyung for me but for yourself too and...for Jin as well"

"What is taehyung? Just once say it..."

"Actually...I know you must have noticed that the wall between me and Jim for the past few days...I don't how he knew everything. Don't get me wrong Hyung but... there's only one way to get rid of all of it"

"And...what is that?"

"I must...give in"

My eyes widen like it's was about to pop out at any moment "what the fuck are you saying? Do you even know what that means Taehyung? Don't be stupid!"

"I know Hyung...I know what that means but that's the only way--"

"There's no way you're gonna do that...there must be another way--"

"Hyung--"

"No!" He sigh

"I must do it and you'll help me with that"

"There's no way I am gonna do that! Do you our life's will be good after you do that? Why are you only thinking about yourself? No...you're not thinking about yourself, yet you're doing that. Did you think how will Jin feel?"

"Yes...but he'll forget me in some time..."

"Is that what you want? Do you want people to not remember you and go on in their lifes? Is that what you want!? Are you fucking crazy Taehyung? Just get that idea out of your head!"

"Just keep quite Hyung! I have already made a decision and if you won't do like I say I'll-- I'll suicide!"

"What?"

"Yes! I am not kidding Hyung, I'll want hesitate to do that cause I can't see you in pain and that's it!"

"Then will I be happy after all of the things you're planning to do? I'll be in a worst state!"

"I don't know! But that's all it's decided and if something happens to you then I'll kill myself!"

"You won't ever even try to do that!"

"How are you so sure? Don't you know me? I have already tried it once but thank god she saved--" he stopped realising what he just said

My eyes widened, he...tried to suicide? "What the hell Taehyung!?"

"Y-yeah...but she saved me...I was just so angry, sad and whatever! I just couldn't get a grip on myself and that ended up like that and if you won't listen to me,no one will save me this time!"

"Ok, go ahead and do that atleast it will be better than Living in prison for your life"

"Hyung!!!!" He whines

I looked away but In the end after all that argument, I ended up hearing his plan and going that stupid way

I wish I wouldn't have listened to him that day...a knock on the door of my bedroom was heard. It's not often for me to get out of my room unless I go to hospital to meet hyung. My room and good memories are my best friend now. And it's not common for someone to knock as well until they want to convince me to eat. I have eaten my breakfast and i don't have lunch

I let out a forced 'come in' and the door opened revealing no one other than the usual maid who come. My eyes widened when she spoke

"Sir, someone came to meet you downstairs...he's said to be Kim Seokjin and there was someone else with him too"

"Where are they now?"

"In the lounge"

"Um...is dad and mom home?"
She shook her head "I see...serve them something, I'll be down"

She nodded before leaving my room, why did Jin Hyung came? I didn't expected him too...did he came for the case or something? I don't believe that he came to meet me...don't raise your hopes for nothing jungkook...

I quickly wore my shirt which was lying on the chair as I wasn't wearing it since morning after all it's my habit that I can't sleep wearing a shirt and didn't bother to wear it after waking up.

Getting rid of this thoughts, I went downstairs to see Jin Hyung and Surprisingly jimin next to him

So I was right...he didn't came to meet me after all why would he do that? I am the brother of the Said mafia

Standing in front of them now. Jin Hyung got up too after seeing me. To my surprise, he hugged me. I had missed his warmth a lot. I was still standing like a statue. As he tightened the hug I realised what actually was happening. Smiling Lightly and weakly, I hugged him back as I rest my head on my his shoulder letting our soft sobs

To which he replied with caressing my bank softly and gently. I know my life was a mess from the start but how did it turned out this way? It's all my fault...but I can't change the past and its a fact but future can be changed...

End of chapter 46