⌗. 01 | Where it All Started

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Author's Note:
If you're confused why your name is Bokuore Omaenata is because:

Bokuore Omaenata - derived from the japanese translations of “I”, Bokuore is a mix of “Boku” and “Ore” meanwhile Omaenata came from “Omae” and “Anata” which both means “you”. So literally the name in english is “II YouYou” yet the japanese translation is somehow fitting.

Credits to Kozume Pao on Facebook, check her works on facebook too! they're great!!

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It's like my usual morning.

I got up and sit on my bed and see my boyfriend sleeping peacefully beside me, facing away from me. I don't know what have I done wrong these past few days but Koutaro suddenly acts cold towards me.

He even smokes more often even though he hasn't smoked before.

I smiled faintly when he faced me, still sleeping and his brows suddenly furrowed. The smile on my face suddenly fades as I put my hand on his left cheek.

I brushed my thumb to his cheek gently, making the furrow in his brows disappear. I smiled sadly, how I wish we could come back to the time we're still in love.

Flashback —

"Bokuore... I like you a lot! Please go out with me!" He confessed his feelings towards me. I know he just broke up with Yukie, their manager.

The girl who's much prettier than me.

The girl that I really envy.

The girl I wished I was.

The girl... Who's Bokuto's, first love.

Even though it hurts, I still accepted his confession and started going out with him. The whole team knew about us.

Bokuto acts so clingily and lovey-dovey when we're in public. He loves to show PDA that some of his teammates were annoyed with him. I just chuckle whenever I hear them bickering like little kids.

After we graduated high school, we finally decided to live together. There is an apartment near our school so we decided to move there so that we can just walk to school and not ride a bus.

Just like before, we still love each other with our whole hearts but what I'm so confused about is we rarely kiss each other in private.

After all those years, we just kissed 2 times. But of course, I didn't mind it, as long as Bokuto's here with me, I'll still love him.

We finally finished college, and I thought that we love and do what we wanted to do.

Not until she came back.

She came back into our lives.

After Bokuto and Yukie broke up, Yukie decided to move out of the country because of her parents. Her parents want her to live in the UK and build her own life there but she finally went back.

We were at the park when we stumbled upon her. I saw how Bokuto's eyes lightened when he saw that girl again.

His very first love and his very first heartbreak.

He smiled widely as Yukie came to him and hugged him very tight as if I'm not even beside my boyfriend. They broke the hug and Yukie looked at me with her pretty eyes that made my heart ache.

She greeted me with a "Good Afternoon, Omaenata." And about to hug me when I suddenly just bowed my head that made her stop. After a few seconds, Bokuto invited her to our house to eat.

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