Your voice is so damn loud
It's so loud inside my head
'NEVER'
That's all I hear
Repeating 1001 times per minute
Shut the fuck up
How dare you wreck me
Your so selfish
How dare you continue ripping it apart
Can't you see my vulnerability
Can't you see that it's getting too deep for me
I can't keep my breath in much longer
Can't you see that I'm refusing help
From them
They don't know my heart like you do
I want to see your hand
Reaching out for me
Saving me
But the water is becoming so dark
It's black
I can feel my body becoming heavier
It's sinking
The numbness is kicking in
I can't feel it
It's giving up on me
My heart is shrinking
I can feel it's beating slowing down
Slowly but surely
I'm loosing conscious
And it's still does not seem to bother you
That I'm drowning
I'm actually drowning
Why can't it just be over already
Does it take this long
To get rid of pain
Pain caused by something simply
Called love?
A four letter word
That had no meaning to it
Until we gave it meaning
It's over now
Suppression has taken its place
For me
As for you
The Perpetrator
Good luck
