As I said initially everything is fair in love nd war, I almost gave up on love thinking it's something I will never find but God has a different plan . I finally found love nd that too in a strange land
I feel like im in a trance, micheal feels same for me, I mean he chose me over miss top model, the common house help nd the gold digger in his mum's description for me. There's a saying love feels right when you re with the right person so here I am in the arms of the man I 've had countless dreams of , cried much nd endured insults from. He ask me to move with him upstairs with him nd he won't take no for an answer, you re my wife nd our matrimonial bed is your rightful place he said, so now he realised that... men can be so unpredictable.... Guess what? He changed the decor of the room nd even got us a new bed, he took out anything that will remind us of Gwen, a fresh start he put it.
Sweedy what's wrong? Your silence is killing me he said.... It's nothing hubby just alil worried I sigh, what if you wake up one day nd realise you dont really love me? My thoughts 're full of wierd things nd questions right now . Look at me lia, he tilt my chin so I could face him. I love you like I 've never loved any woman , i never knew what real love actually was but you thought me how , I know we started on a rough path leaving bitter taste in our mouths but this is our future nd I will never jeopardise that for anything or anyone. I felt I could burst out of joy, I cupped his face nd he leaned in .... I love you Mr micheal kayden wills, I love you too Mrs Dahlia Edwards wills, sounds perfect i smiled . We kissed, again nd again , we couldn't just get enough of it nd this time it feels right, the mood felt right nd I feel butterflies in my belly with his touch , his warm, his scent , we both let out moans after moans with our make out sessions but I jerked when he try to take off my clothes, I'm insecure about my body as a plus size nd getting naked in front of a man for the first in my life is freaking me out so I held his hand nd he had this confusion written on his face.. did I do something wrong lia? Sorry Mike I just can't go through with this , it's just... uuhmmm...this ... my words froze, you did nothing wrong nd I would be lying if your kisses nd touch did nothing to me but I 've waited 29yrs of my life to be with "Mr right " nd now that I'm faced with the moment I'm just scared. Wait, whaaat, 're you a virgin ? Yes hubby I said bitting my lip, I do that alot when I'm nervous. You kidding me right? You don't look or behave like one , excuse me I smirk, don't get me wrong wifey, virgins 're timid , shy, make a big deal out of everything nd bad kissers but you re just the opposite.
Well hubby I react quite the opposite to hide who I truly am so when I say I'm not in the mood to ve sex my exes take it cool but it's just a matter of time nd they later get bored nd sexually starved. So how many 're we talking about here? He ask , I lift two fingers. Ok nd none attempted to ve you? They always do but I use work as excuse nd I was always into distance relationship so it kinda help, you re full of surprises lia he laughed... I'm not the kinda of guy who has patience for this , I 've never dated your kind before cus I thought it will be a fruitless nd a waste of my damn time but for you I'm willing to wait till you re ready, just don't take too long cus this lil man down here is always hungry, we both laughed. He kissed my forehead nd we cuddled then he whispered I love you , if this is a dream Lord please don't let me wake up.......
