10: physical

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⚠️Trigger warning: attempted suicide, abuse, sexual assault and attempted rape. Parts with this stuff in it are marked with the "⚠️" emoji. ⚠️

Serafine's POV:

"Serafine open the door!"

Should I do it?

"I give you ten seconds to open the door"

I don't see why not.

"Ten"

Why would I want to live here forever?

"Nine"

With him?

"Eight"

Bringing everyone around me in danger?

"Seven"

I gotta do this for myself and others.

"Six"

And I will see my moms again.

"Five"

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I stand before the mirror and take a deep breath.

"Four"

A loud sound of shattering glass fills the room as my fist hits the mirror. The glass cuts my fist but I don't care.

"Serafine, what is going on there?"

I quickly grab a shard of glass and hold it before my heart, just as I wanna stab, Peter appears before me and grabs my wrist, keeping me from doing so.

"WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING?" I flinch as he yells at me.

"TAKING MY ONLY CHANCE TO ESCAPE THIS HELL WHERE YOU PUT ME IN" I yell back in tears.

A long silence falls. Peter looks hurt, but it's his fault. He slowly takes the shard of glass out of my hand and heals my fist.

Suddenly an idea fills my mind.
I carefully grab a shard of glass laying behind me on the counter with my free hand.

I have to aim for his heart, he has to be dead immediately, otherwise, he'll be able to heal it and I'd be in big big trouble.

I take a deep breath and do it.

I stab him in the heart.

At least, I thought I did.

Nothing happens.
He just heals the wound and looks at me with dark, almost black eyes.

My mouth opens to say something but nothing comes out.
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"Do you actually think, that someone with as many enemies as me, carries their heart with them?" He says, almost chuckling.

Oh heck no, he has completely lost it.

He firmly pushes me against the wall.

"DO YOU REALLY THINK SO?!" He shouts at me.

"ANSWER ME!"

I don't.

"I SAID ANSWER ME!"

"No"

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"Fine," He says suddenly calmly. Then I see him grab a shard of glass.

"What are you do- OUCH" he cuts my arm, not deep, but it still hurts like a bitch.
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