Meant to Be

Chapter 20

Rhylee

"Are you ready for this?" Lyla looked deep into my eyes, gripping my shoulders tight.

"As ready as I'll ever be." I inhaled sharply and exhaled slowly.

"Okay, let's go through it again before you leave." I nodded to let her know I was ready.

"What did Dr. Whitmoore say?" She asked.
"I have to forgive myself," I answered.
"And?"
"Stop tormenting myself."
"And?" She tilted her head.
"Let the past stay in the past." I closed my eyes.
"And what do you have to be?"
"More positive."
"And what do you deserve?" She raised her eyebrows.
"To be happy." A smile twitched at the end of my lip as I realized that I finally believed the words that came out of my mouth. They weren't empty anymore. They had meaning and they were finally true.

"And you..."
"I love myself." I swallowed hard.
"Good girl." Lyla grinned proudly at me. "I think you're ready." She scanned me from head to toe. "Turn around." She reached for my hand and twirled me. "Now go and redeem yourself." She winked at me and smacked my arse so I let out a surprised gasp.

I checked myself out in the mirror one more time and apparated. I know I was a bit late and I was hoping that most people would already be there so that I won't have to talk to anybody. To be honest, I was just trying to avoid Charlie. The closer I got to the tent the more nervous I got.

There was a moment where I actually thought I will never see him again and here I was about to watch his brother get married. I took a deep breath and entered the tent. It seemed I was just in time as everybody sat down and Bill made his way to the center of the room. He looked dashing and I couldn't stop the smile from spreading over my lips as I saw how nervous but excited he was at the same time.

I couldn't be happier for him. As much as I couldn't believe he invited me to the wedding. We still kept in touch and wrote a few letters per month to one another but we haven't seen each other for over 5 months. Not since we bumped into each other in Diagon Alley.

Since he was on my list of people to apologize to, I invited him for coffee and told him everything. His reaction was pretty much the same as that of Lyla's. It warmed my heart to see him looking at me so understandingly. It made me feel great and bad at the same time. I was finally out of my loophole but that made me realize just how foolish I was to even fall into it.

A few seconds after Bill took his place ready to get married, Charlie has positioned himself next to him. I was looking at him as if I have just seen the most beautiful creature on the entire planet. As I caught myself staring at him with my mouth slightly open I knew it was pointless denying the fact that I was still madly in love with him.

He was the man of my dreams and he was everything I could ever wish for in a person. Realizing all that shook my nerves even more. I snapped out of it just as Fleur started walking down the aisle. I have to keep it together and I have to keep myself from running away. He was the last one I needed to talk to. The last one I needed to apologize to for my stupid mistakes.

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I sat down after dancing with yet another of the Weasley family members. I have no idea who the man was, I just knew he had to be a Weasley because of his fiery hair. I scanned the table to find my glass.

"Good evening." I lifted my head to follow the voice.

"Hi, Bill." I grinned at him. "Congratulations again."

"Thank you." He sat down next to me, his smile bigger than ever. "What are you sitting here all alone for?"

"Well, I danced with half of your relatives, your mum, your dad and I think all of your brothers." I laughed wholeheartedly.